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The journey of reclaiming and resetting my life with a motherhood twist!!

Ive lived an impeccable lifestyle, which included 6mis running followed by swimming each and every day, 3mis am &3mis pm, my diet was insane, food was fuel and food is medicine was how I lived everyday. I counted every calorie thet went in my mouth and was well aware of everything I ate including all its nutrienal values, being in the medical field and my education was a big part of my clear understanding of my healthy lifestyle. Once I became pregnant I had gestational diabetes and pre ...
Ive lived an impeccable lifestyle, which included 6mis running followed by swimming each and every day, 3mis am &3mis pm, my diet was insane, food was fuel and food is medicine was how I lived everyday. I counted every calorie thet went in my mouth and was well aware of everything I ate including all its nutrienal values, being in the medical field and my education was a big part of my clear understanding of my healthy lifestyle. Once I became pregnant I had gestational diabetes and pre eclampsia (my body rejected my daughter as a foreign object) from the day I became pregnant I completely did a turn around. I was intaking any and all sugar I could get my hands on and drinking a gallon of whole milke a day, due to the gestational diabetes. I was completely out of control and this spun into a very fast and ugly downward spiral. needless too say, I gained 100lbs and was tired depressed and generally unhappy. My daughter was born two months premature due to my healthy issues and we spent two yrs in and out (mostly in) the hospital. I was alone and abandoned by almost everyone I knew due to distence or other reasons. This made it very difficult to even put any effot or thought into myself being my daughter was so severely ill. Long story short shes now 4yrs old 85% to full health and in school, finally able to be hospital free for exactly one year. I have sacrificed EVERYTHING for her and would again, but thankfully dont need to. With that being said I have lost the weight but tend to yoyo with the last 15/20lbs for the last year. In summer I lose winter I gain, seems to be my pattern. Now, my daughters health is not consuming my life I am ready to get back EVERYTHING I lost, plus more!!!! I am so eager to regain control and start by regaining my impeccable healthy/lifestyle through diet and exercise by re-adopting my previous habits and way of life. It was never a diet, it was who I was... so when I lost that, I lost a piece of myself and im looking to regain that back and incorporate this into my "new" familys lives as well by setting example. Its the best feeling in the world to know you are at your peak when it comes to health and fitness, with no pills or chemicals to rely on, at all! So thats my story. After I reclaim my lifestyle back I will pickup where I left off and complete school which im almost signed up to do, as well as trying to purchase a house a car and the things I sacrificed for my daughter, to add also securing a stable happy future for my daughter (and me) who is the inspiration behind everything I do. She has taught me more about life in her short 4yrs then I could teach her in a lifetime. I want to give her everything she deserves she has had a very hard start she came out fighting for her life and is a very strong special little girl who deserves nothing less then the best. I am so happy to begin this journey of reclaiming and resetting my life with a motherhood twist! Lol the beauty of life is in the hands of the beholder and my life is so beautiful even though it was stripped away I will rebuild it bcse I believe everything happens for reasons and my reason is my beautiful miracle daughter whom im so proud of and blessed to have. This will be a hard journey but I plan on succeeding! God bless and good luck to anyone and everyone on their own journey! Xoxo Yours Amy Mills




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