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2008, at my lowest, around 150 lbs. I want to get back to there and then some!



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Losin' It for Good in 2013!

"If you really want more, scream it out louder,
If you're on the floor, bring out the fire,
And light it up, take it up higher,
Gonna push it to the limit, give it more."
-Usher

Hey all. I'm Milessa (Lissa). I've been struggling with my weight basically my entire life. I was sort of chubby as a kid, and as an adult I've been slimmer, but have never been at my "goal" weight. I'm working on getting there in 2013 after a million false starts.

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"If you really want more, scream it out louder,
If you're on the floor, bring out the fire,
And light it up, take it up higher,
Gonna push it to the limit, give it more."
-Usher

Hey all. I'm Milessa (Lissa). I've been struggling with my weight basically my entire life. I was sort of chubby as a kid, and as an adult I've been slimmer, but have never been at my "goal" weight. I'm working on getting there in 2013 after a million false starts.

In January 2013 I signed up to do a 12-week program at the YMCA I work at called BeFit to help me with my accountability. I can't wait to see how I'm looking and feeling at the end of the three months. I really do struggle with my stick-to-itness, so this will really be good for me!

Update- April 15, 2013:
I finished the BeFit classes at work and although I didn't lose weight, I'm definitely stronger- my major accomplishment (in my eyes) is that I can now do a proper push-up; at the start of the program I was doing them against the wall! A lengthy bout with sickness (including pneumonia) during March and the beginning of this month kept me out of the gym most days and not really paying much attention to my diet. I'm back up at what is basically my starting weight (201 lbs, yikes!!). Finally feeling better and planning to finish the month strong with lots of exercise and healthy eating. I've changed my tickers and goals to reflect my gains and am thinking positive, not dwelling too much on the mistakes of the past!

Update- May 3, 2013
On Sunday, April 21, 2013 I made the decision to leave my husband, who struggles with an alcohol abuse problem as well as other personal issues that were affecting our marriage (read my blogs for more info). I relocated my son and I back to the Philadelphia area where I grew up; we are staying with my parents indefinitely. I have lined up a job and next on my list is getting a gym membership. It's not easy eating that healthy here, but I am determined. I've lost a few pounds due to stress and general lack of appetite, and even though I'd prefer to lose weight the healthier way, I want to keep the momentum going- I am in a more positive headspace now and I know I can do this.


Current Status:
LISSASLOSINIT hasn't been sparking, but has been eating well during the day...dinners have been meh. on the fly, at best. Need a better evening routine...I'll get there.
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Member Since: 8/2/2011

SparkPoints: 7,575

Fitness Minutes: 4,168

My Goals:
The bright, shiny number that is floating in my head as my ultimate goal weight is 130, so I have about 70 pounds to lose!


My Program:
-eating a Paleo-based diet as often as possible and keeping a daily calorie and exercise journal

-joining a new gym and going as often as possible

-3 liters of water daily


Personal Information:
I am 26 years old and am roughly 5'6".

I'm from Philadelphia but moved to small town New Hampshire in July 2010 with my hubby. I had a beautiful baby boy at the end of December, 2010. At the end of April, 2013 I left my husband and New Hampshire and am now back in Philadelphia ready for a fresh start for my son and I!

Other Information:
I'm always looking for friends so feel free to add me! I know that motivation and support is the best tool I could have if I hope to achieve my goals!

quotes I like that keep me focused in the gym:

"I'd rather be covered in sweat than covered in fat"

"I won't stop when I get tired, I'll stop when I'm DONE!"

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SARAHST0T
12/30/2012 5:15:25 PM

Good luck on your weight loss journey! emoticon



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CASEYSAUER
12/25/2012 11:24:18 AM

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU!



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KK10TM
12/19/2012 11:26:01 AM

Oh no. Being sick always makes it way harder. Just focus on getting better. Try not to beat yourself up too hard. You'll get back to it. My biggest problem is that I eat to regulate my emotions. Blah. Good news is that today, even though I ate because I was uspet, I ate a ton of veggies instead of chips. Haha. Baby steps!



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KK10TM
12/17/2012 10:08:32 PM

You sound just like me right now! It isn't about getting off track. It's about getting back on. I started working out again a couple days ago. I'm going to the grocery to stock up on healthy food tomorrow. My roommate and I scheduled time to Zumba 4 days a week. If you need to talk, I'm here! I know how hard it can be, but it's so much easier with a support system. :)



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KK10TM
12/17/2012 6:23:46 PM

Haha. Thanks for the welcome back. I wish I could say I had a good reason for disappearing, but I don't. It was the last few weeks of school when everything was due, but that's about the only valid excuse I have. I've realized that I'm not a marathoner like some of you! I do this in waves. I don't know why. It's just the way I work. I hope you've been well!



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