You can do this. I know there will be times when it is really hard and uncomfortable, but it is something you won't regret later. I have learned so much about myself throughout this weight loss journey. I have lost friends, I have gained new friends. I have had to make hard choices and even go out on a limb. Some things really scared me. I was basically afraid of living. Now I have pushed through that and have so many things to be thankful for in my life. We can't changed our past, but we can mold our own future. Take control. It is your life and you deserve to be happy.