I agree with you. There is some "stuffing down", some "being quiet" because I am so very angry about all of these wasted years with my sister, years that we could have spent TOGETHER, healing from our father's death, instead of never ever speaking about it or offering love and encouragement. You're right, there IS a reason behind the bingeing. And it's a damn good one. Now I just have to acknowledge it and do something different and more appropriate.