LADYJ91   1,715
SparkPoints
1,000-2,499 SparkPoints
 
 



I have 1 pics in my gallery





Awards






 
Chasing the Butterfly Rainbow

When chasing the rainbow for the gold at the end, don't forget to enjoy the colors along the way!

Some call it fat, I call it having been in a cocoon for 40 odd years..lol

But watch out world, the cocoon's coming off inch by inch and this is one butterfly that has some time to make up for..... :P
When chasing the rainbow for the gold at the end, don't forget to enjoy the colors along the way!

Some call it fat, I call it having been in a cocoon for 40 odd years..lol

But watch out world, the cocoon's coming off inch by inch and this is one butterfly that has some time to make up for..... :P




SparkFriends



SparkTeams



My Ticker:

 current weight: 203.0 
 
205
201.25
197.5
193.75
190


 
Interact with LADYJ91

Send Member a Private Message







Recent Blogs:


This user doesn't have any public blog entries.







 
Profile

Member Since: 4/21/2006

SparkPoints: 1,715

Fitness Minutes: 339

My Goals:
My Goals..hmm..
I need to get fitter so I will feel stronger.

In hopes that I can then handle the things I need to to help me recover from what living in fear can do to you.

Recovering from having Panic Anxiety Disorder and Agoraphobia, and all the other fun stuff that seems to go along with those would definately come under the heading of GOAL.

And heck..being stronger will help life in general..lol

And let's face it, looking nicer would be fun too..lol

My Program:
Mostly right now I have to take it pretty easy on myself for more reasons than you want me to go awritting here...lol

But I am eating less and trying to exercise more.

That's hard for me because of alot of fear stuff dealing with my heart and body.

But I am doing what I can.

Except now my blood sugar is messing around and being low..
I am getting scared about exercising...
sighs..

Personal Information:
I am 48 yrs old..or as I more often put it.... I am almost 50 !!!! eeeekkkkkk LOL

(Update.. I AM 50 and i still say EEEEEKK!!! lol )

I have been big all my life except for a stint of not eating in the 80's where I lost down to 170..

But that is a really bad way to do things folks..

I blame my diabeties on that bit of trouble.

So... don't do it that way !!

Gained it all back of course.. and ended up looking so much worse.grrrr

I live in the Great Northwest USA in a tiny rural town that I hate... lol..

But since I have been home bound for like 7 years I guess not liking the town doesnt matter much...lol

I am unmarried and have no children.

Just porch kitties and a dog someone dumped on me..lol

God blesses me each and every day with the friendship of some amazing folks..
I couldnt make it with out them!!
And can never love them enough Or thank God for them enough.

 
 



Welcome Mat
From:
NURSESHARK




Member Comments:
PAMELASUZANNE
6/15/2009 10:20:51 AM

Welcome to the Total Gym team! emoticon



Report Inappropriate Comment
LADYBUG1962
1/30/2007 11:05:27 AM

Welcome to Spark people! I loved the coccoon comment you made, it me laugh! Also reminded me of a saying a friend of mine used to have she would say "I am not fat I am fluffy!"

And your butterfly pic is AWESOME!
Carmen



Report Inappropriate Comment

See My SparkFavorites Report Inappropriate Page