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ME! 9/24/09

November 10th, I don't feel like i've lost much but I do feel better.

MOTIVATION!!! (I think all us girls should weigh ourselves in this pose, hehe)

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I am in need of a lifestyle change to continue to be healthy even after I lose the weight I hope I shed over the next year. I've lost weight in the past, become obsessed with numbers because even at my goal weight I was considered "overweight", which led to not losing weight in a healthy way and gaining it all back. But now I'm older and it's going to be tougher...but I am also wiser and I CAN DO IT! I work at a college library in CNJ surrounded by young beautiful students and I ...
I am in need of a lifestyle change to continue to be healthy even after I lose the weight I hope I shed over the next year. I've lost weight in the past, become obsessed with numbers because even at my goal weight I was considered "overweight", which led to not losing weight in a healthy way and gaining it all back. But now I'm older and it's going to be tougher...but I am also wiser and I CAN DO IT! I work at a college library in CNJ surrounded by young beautiful students and I want to keep being mistaken for one of them! haha. I just need to stop being lazy and care about myself. This seems like the right thing for me...a social network of health conscious individuals supporting one another! I can't stop talking about the site with students and co-workers and friends and family and getting others to join...if not to lose weight to just be healthier! I will always have curves, that won't change and I don't want them too. I love my T&A. I just want them to be a little more reigned in. I am 5'9" and as far as the number on the scale, I DO NOT want to know. I guess my inspiration is the classic pin-ups and Marilyn of course...she's always been my inspiration...sans the pills and suicide. :/ I'm very much drawn to the Suicide Girl/Punk Pin Up scene but I never felt my body could hack it because my curves are not "tight". But I feel my style will blossom more as I become more confident and use my figure as more of a canvas. ------------------------- 10/10/09 - First Weigh In! REWARDS: 10 lbs: Mani and Pedi 20 lbs: New sweats for Gym 30 lbs: One Hour Massage 40 lbs: Hair Cut and Sushi dinner with family and friends (HALF WAY GOAL!) 50 lbs: New Shoes & One New Dress 60 lbs: Trip to NYC to see Avenue Q & Visit friends 70 lbs: Shopping Spree at NY & Co. and H&M 80 lbs: Go To Greece 1 Year of keeping weight off and toning: Tattoo! :D!
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Member Since: 10/4/2009
SparkPoints: 442
Fitness Minutes: 392
My Goals:
1. feel better physically and emotonally 2. look better 3. like myself on the outside 4. squash that emotional eating mindset 5. Make it a lifestyle change 6. Get help when I feel myself slipping 7. Get flexible 8. Tone Up 9. Join a Roller Derby Team and Kick Ass
My Program:
Get portion control under hand, commit to cardio every other day, stay POSITIVE.
Personal Information:
I am from the beautiful farm country of NJ, but I'm close enough to Philly or NYC if I feel the need for some culture, and I'm close to the gorgeous landscape of rural Pennsylvania as well. I love where I live, and I want to get out more but my confidence is holding me back.
Other Information:
Do Unto Others. :D
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