Hello all, welcome to the weight loss roller coaster that is my life. Two times in past years I have lost large amounts of weight. When I was 19 I lost 60 pounds. Kept most of it off till I was 21 and got pregnant with my son, yeah, gained a whopping 75 pounds there. Lost all of that pretty soon after having him, then got divorced and gained about 70 pounds, and have been fighting with that for roughly 4 years. Then got remarried April '05, preggers again Feb '06, but only gained 30 this ...

Hello all, welcome to the weight loss roller coaster that is my life. Two times in past years I have lost large amounts of weight. When I was 19 I lost 60 pounds. Kept most of it off till I was 21 and got pregnant with my son, yeah, gained a whopping 75 pounds there. Lost all of that pretty soon after having him, then got divorced and gained about 70 pounds, and have been fighting with that for roughly 4 years. Then got remarried April '05, preggers again Feb '06, but only gained 30 this time around. Lost that 30, now I'm starting here at 230. I really want to do this this time around. I am sick of feeling so bad about myself, and I want my daughter and son to have a healthy body image and relationship with food. So....here I go again!