Thank you for understanding where I am coming from with my blog. I have a tendency to be the doormat. To not express how things make me feel. I have never expressed myself with that intensity and I am very embarassed by it and ashamed. I guess it all comes down to no one will know that I matter until I matter to myself. I am a work in progress.
Thank you friend for being there. Your words really made me feel supported and less crazy. Amazing how even now 16 hours after the event I still feel like crying.