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Just Trying to Be Happy

My name is Kristin, and I have depression, anxiety, suicidal ideations, and obsessive-compulsive tendencies.

I tried to kill myself in August, 2012, after a series of crushing events made me feel that death was preferable to living under the circumstances I was left in.

I am in a much better situation and mind set now. But I am far from being completely happy.

I was at an all-time high weight of 235 lbs.
I am still looking for work.
I don't ...
My name is Kristin, and I have depression, anxiety, suicidal ideations, and obsessive-compulsive tendencies.

I tried to kill myself in August, 2012, after a series of crushing events made me feel that death was preferable to living under the circumstances I was left in.

I am in a much better situation and mind set now. But I am far from being completely happy.

I was at an all-time high weight of 235 lbs.
I am still looking for work.
I don't have any specific goals any more.
I can't seem to find direction in my life.

I've finally got a solid support system in place, and despite my family's addiction to butter and whole milk, they are super supportive of my journey to a healthier me!
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Member Since: 8/12/2010

SparkPoints: 13,904

Fitness Minutes: 5,974

My Goals:
Overcome/Cope with depression

Get active on the community here, for support.

Get myself, and my younger bro and sis, more physically active.

Land a position with a company that constitutes a career, not just a job.

Get my own place.

My Program:
I'm eating what I want, but adhering to my daily macro goals: calories, fat, carbs, and protein, with my focus on protein.

I'm also going to slowly work exercise back into my plans, again hoping to use the Spark! tools here.

Personal Information:
I'm originally from Long Island, NY, moved to Florida in 2003. I graduated from high school in 2007, went to USF for a year, then transferred to the Art Institute of Tampa, where I earned my BFA in Game Art & Design in June, 2011.

I moved back to NY, because Florida made it painfully clear that there was no life for me there.

I am unemployed, seeking full-time, gainful employment in the art and/or design industries. I am also a highly proficient office assistant, customer service representative, and organizer.

Other Information:
I love the color green, wish I had more time to do things for myself, and have an unlimited number of amazing, but useless, talents. I am OCD and suffer mental psychosis when I am in messy environments that I cannot fix or which constantly stay messy.

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WORKOUTWITHPAM
2/2/2013 7:28:52 PM

It was good to hear from you. I am glad things are going well. Take care, and keep in touch. Have a GREAT WEEKEND!

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Pam



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WORKOUTWITHPAM
12/15/2012 4:38:32 AM

Have a wonderful weekend! BEST WISHES in reaching all of your goals.

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Pam



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WORKOUTWITHPAM
12/9/2012 6:36:55 PM

Take care, and keep in touch with the Dealing With DepressionTeam. We are very supportive, and WE CARE about YOU!

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Pam



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TRENTDREAMER
1/9/2012 9:57:52 PM

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh(the good kind)hhhhhhh!!!!!111

You are 2 awesome. You are the first SparkPerson to give me an actual sparkgoodie based on one of my five 2012 motivations!

Thank you so much. I really appreciate it :)

Again, best of success to you :)



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OMNALU
1/23/2011 7:57:18 PM

We absolutely LOVE my crockpot. If chicken ever goes on sale, I try to get some and use that to make barbecue sandwiches. It's a bit leaner and it gives a slightly different taste. I'm gonna add some of my recipes to this site so I can stop relying on the other one to track my food intake.

I'm also going to rummage through my iPod and make a better workout playlist. I don't really have one now, and having to search through the whole thing is a pain in the arse.



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