I am a 22 year old who is just fed up of who I am. When I was 18, I was this bright and bubbly girl with curves and a body to die for. I'd just turned 18, and I went off to university. Then I met "him". "He", my now ex, was a SWINE. He was physically, emotionally, psychologically and sexually abusive. I got trapped with "him". "He" wore me down so much, and I had severe depression, I gave up on myself, in the hope that "he" would leave me alone. I then broke my leg and put on so much weight as I was 100% trapped, I couldn't go out "he" would take my crutches away from me so I couldn't.
When I left university, I was twice the size I was when I started, and a mere shadow of my former self personality wise.
I was with "him" for 4 years. Then my wonderful Daddy died suddenly, aged only 54, and I realised the last thing Daddy would want to look down on me and see would be me being miserable, and me being abused. I've managed to get a few lbs shifted since chucking "him", but I really really now need to get myself fit and get myself back to my former glory.
I do struggle with exercise as I have M.E (CFS) and Fibromyalgia, so it is difficult. I also have hypothyroidism, so my metabolism is slow.
Essentially, I need to fight my body to get to my goal. And I'm now really ready to do so!
I want to be back to who I was.
I want to get to 150lbs.
I want to look hot in a bikini.
Eat right, exercise sensibly
I'm from Kent in the UK, I live with my mum (who is currently disabled due to an operation on her knee) and my big German Shepherd Dog.
I'm allergic to a lot of things, and have a lot of medical conditions, so this is really a big deal for me. I'm going to get healthy.
| Pounds lost: 15.0