I have been a lost soul for a very long time, emotionally. After years of prescription drugs & useless counseling visits..... I was fortunate to find a counselor who "got it".

Unfortunately, I have not been able to find ANY doctor who "gets it" as of yet. I definately believe that finding a doctor who believes in medicine the same way that I do will help greatly!! As I believe that there is a line in the sand..... on one side of that line is the doctor who is DRUG HAPPY & the ...

I have been a lost soul for a very long time, emotionally. After years of prescription drugs & useless counseling visits..... I was fortunate to find a counselor who "got it".

Unfortunately, I have not been able to find ANY doctor who "gets it" as of yet. I definately believe that finding a doctor who believes in medicine the same way that I do will help greatly!! As I believe that there is a line in the sand..... on one side of that line is the doctor who is DRUG HAPPY & the other is the doctor who WANTS to help solve a problem. And the second one may need to prescribe a drug for a short period of time: but is ACTIVELY searching for REAL ANSWERS!! Does anybody know of one in Indiana???

I have been through 26 years of major depression. During which, I was sexually abused by a doctor. I was physically abused by my sister. And neglected by my parents. I also have been divorced twice: my first husband was physically & sexually abusive. My second cheated on me.

I also have had 2 children who I lost due to major depression after I made a very bad decision to have an abortion. (though I was already depressed, the abortion I had simply made me hit rock bottom). I also lost my job during that time & wrecked my car. I haven't had a vehicle since.

After that, I was poisoned by stachbotrys mold. Which took me almost 3 years to recover completely from. As well as spending 6 weeks in a rehab center & another 4 months in a nursing home: where I was verbally abused & threats were made.

After everything that has happened in my life, I can FINALLY say that I have found peace. Oh yes, there are times that I get so angry; especially at the medical community as a whole that I could strangle them!!! But it's actually a part of feeling what I haven't been able to feel for years: because of all the drugs I've been on that those quacks prescribed without any concern about WHAT they were doing!!!

I have now emerged with very strong beliefs out of all of this. I do not believe that doctors have my best interest in mind whatsoever. I also do not believe in rehab centers who do the rehab thing 20 mins a day.......

I also believe that if anyone has a loved one in a nursing home...... they need to take whatever steps they need to, to protect that loved one.

And I am now most definately pro-life.

I am also tons stronger than I have ever been!!! I enjoy my life........ and I have goals that I'm looking forward to achieving. I've found that living alone is great........ I do have my pet cat to keep me company & he's definately better than any man I've ever met!!! Plus, I do get to do ALMOST anything I want....... (I rent, so???)

Who I am is definately not who I was........ but I'm looking forward to achieving my goals for the future.

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