KHAOTICA  
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June 2006 - 210 pounds.





Haloween 2008 - Pushing 180 pounds



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2 years ago i noticed in a photograph how big i really was. I had been avoiding mirrors and pictures for such a long time afraid of what i really looked like to others. My boyfriend at the time always said i looked beautiful, and that i looked fine to him. and when i saw the one photo on our vacation of what i really looked like i was devistated, not only did I let myself get this way, but he had been lying to me the entire time. our constant habit of soda and fast food brought me to a total ...
2 years ago i noticed in a photograph how big i really was. I had been avoiding mirrors and pictures for such a long time afraid of what i really looked like to others. My boyfriend at the time always said i looked beautiful, and that i looked fine to him. and when i saw the one photo on our vacation of what i really looked like i was devistated, not only did I let myself get this way, but he had been lying to me the entire time. our constant habit of soda and fast food brought me to a total of 210 pounds at only 5 feet tall, I was 18 years old.
when i moved out and broke up with him i decided it was the time to change all that, i managed to get myself to 180 but i still wasnt happy. I pushed myself more and more and eventually began to fit into those pants i had stored away for "maybe one day" i was so proud of myself. and then i fell back into depression fast food and soda, i totally tossed mydiet and months of work out the window..

today i am 150 pounds and i want to be 100. Im 5'2 and 21 years old. Im struggling agaisnt a never ending battle of obese family members, a messed up metobolism, and medical injuries restricting me from running, jogging, and too much weight/reps on my right arm.




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Member Since: 2/5/2009

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Fitness Minutes: 1,512

My Goals:
Lose 50 pounds and regain the strength in my back.

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Canadian born gal living in Miami, Florida with her boyfriend.
Temporarily residing in Canada.

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MYCHEER
2/5/2009 10:42:09 PM

Hello and Welcome to Sparks. Congrats on making this decision. This is a great step to getting healthy. Find teams that will meet your needs. And post everyday. This will help you stay accountable. Plus that is where you will get most of your support and encouragment. There is a lot of info here for you. It will take you a couple of weeks to feel like you know where you are going on here. But ask if you have a question. We all had to in the beginning. Look for other people who have lost the weight. I personally like hanging out with them. They can teach you so much. I hope your journey here is a blessing to you.

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