KELBECK   18,583
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Losing it (hopefully)for the last time

I've been on the yo-yo cycle of losing and gaining weight for as long as I can remember. Every time I get happy with the way that I look I start to relax and then before I know it I'm heavy again. This last time I really relaxed. I found a wonderful man who loves me no matter what I look like. That's great, don't get me wrong, but at the same time I really fell off the wagon.

For the last year and a half I've had more stress than I've ever really had to face and I dealt with ...
I've been on the yo-yo cycle of losing and gaining weight for as long as I can remember. Every time I get happy with the way that I look I start to relax and then before I know it I'm heavy again. This last time I really relaxed. I found a wonderful man who loves me no matter what I look like. That's great, don't get me wrong, but at the same time I really fell off the wagon.

For the last year and a half I've had more stress than I've ever really had to face and I dealt with it by eating whatever I wanted and not exercising at all. It was great at the time but it's no way to continue living. I realize this of course, but it's difficult to break that habit. I've made some halfhearted attempts to lose the weight over the last year but nothing serious. This time though I don't have a choice. I'm the heaviest I've ever been and I hate what I see in the mirror. It's not me. For the first time, I'm avoiding things and people because of what I look like. I don't want old friends to see what I've become.

So finally, enough is enough! I've read over and over that you have to take things slowly and give yourself breaks. The problem with that is that I take advantage of that and end up where I am now. There's a fine line between giving yourself a break and letting yourself off the hook. So the drill instructor in me needs to take over. It's boot camp time baby!




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Member Since: 11/18/2008

SparkPoints: 18,583

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STPHNE
10/13/2010 12:12:33 PM

17,000 Spark Points!?!?! You've been a busy girl!



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FAUXVIRGO
6/1/2009 10:28:35 PM

Another 5 down, eh? Another 10 lbs before August! emoticon



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FAUXVIRGO
4/23/2009 1:34:38 PM

Update to 15 lbs lost already!!



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FAUXVIRGO
3/26/2009 8:13:22 PM

Congrats on the 10 lbs! emoticon



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FAUXVIRGO
3/5/2009 8:38:03 AM

I've been keeping tabs on you - I'm glad to see you are updating your food log every day! I'm super proud of you this week. emoticon



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