Hi Maxine, came across your page and wanted to send you some Spark! Congrats on your weight loss. I'm tired of starting over too. I think I got it in my head this time it's a lifestyle and not a diet. One thing helpful this go round is I'm in a summer challenge week #9 of 10. A new challenge is starting 9/6 if your interested. Our team(team Jade) is great and we're very supportive to one aother. We chat about any and everything from family members (working your nerves) to illnesses that we're dealing with rather than feed our faces. It's therapeutic.