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Got to stop eating

I am a woman that is 46 yrs old. I have one son who will be 26 soon. When reading this, it won't have as much oomph as what I had previously typed. But for some reason it didn't keep it. I know that I am overeating when I do it. I try to "hide" food. Like I think I'm fooling who? Part of the weight is due to lack of portion control and emotional overeating, The rest is due to medical issues, and I have just recently been approved for Social Security disability.
I am a woman that is 46 yrs old. I have one son who will be 26 soon. When reading this, it won't have as much oomph as what I had previously typed. But for some reason it didn't keep it. I know that I am overeating when I do it. I try to "hide" food. Like I think I'm fooling who? Part of the weight is due to lack of portion control and emotional overeating, The rest is due to medical issues, and I have just recently been approved for Social Security disability.




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Member Since: 5/22/2008

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My Goals:
I want to learn how to keep myself from eating like a pig and to lose weight gained due to health issues.
To quit feeling like a lump of crap.

My Program:
I am going to try and replace 1 glass of soda or tea with a glass of water.
I am also trying to find better things to "munch" on if I feel I can't wait for my next meal.

Personal Information:
I live in a small town that has a beautiful view of the mountains.
I quite frequently see deer in my yard and in my neighborhood. I am residing in NC.

Other Information:
I like doing hard crossword puzzles and reading books by my favorite author Nicholas Sparks. My husband and I like to cook. Our biggest ingredient in our cooking is fresh garlic.

 
 



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JMAR63
9/28/2008 1:52:26 PM

Thank you for your comforting words. I have days like below and then I have some, not perfect, but some good days. It seems like it is a loop of emotions. Happy, sad, frustrated, angry, scared...you name it, I probably have felt it. I am getting better at dealing with all of these health issues, and I know that in the end I will get through it will help from you and others, and from God. I go to see my neurosurgeon on 10/9 to schedule surgery for a spinal fusion. Scared beyond belief about that, but I am tired of hurting.
Thank you again,
Jeannie



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VGINNY
9/28/2008 12:24:17 PM

My prayers are with you and for you. May the Lord hold you in his hands and helpto relieve your pain. You MUST try to think positively!! You have to work on it but it can be done. You will be better.



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JMAR63
9/19/2008 1:26:14 PM

It is hard enough to deal with all the things that are wrong or happening to me and then having a tremendous weight gain on top of that. Then add a dash of stress---may that should have been a gallon. I am about at the end of my rope. I am tired. Half the time I don't know what to say or what my name is that day. And with several of these meds causing weight gain, and not being able to move around like regular people do, and then everything else, it's a wonder I haven't snapped more times than I have. I don't know what kind of help I need. Maybe I just need to vent. I just don't know. emoticon Oh, and add trying to quit smoking so I can have my surgery. I do wish I knew where any little piece of my sanity is.



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TRUKRSGRL
9/17/2008 1:18:50 PM

Welcome to people with disabilities. I noticed you said you needed support. We are here to help you. I am glad you joined. Any help we can give please just ask.

Mia



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