my wedding dress :)
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"ITS NOT WHO YOU ARE THAT HOLDS YOU BACK. iTS WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE."
I'm really excited about this! I'm finally ready to get my body back and stop stressing out about things and not living my life.
Well, a little about me! I've always been a big girl. My whole life, i've always been bigger than my friends....sister, family. I grew up in a typical hispanic home where the type of food we ate consisted of tortillas with every meal, birthday parties every weekend, sugars, etc. Also, my mother has probably done me more harm than she realizes...
I call her the fat police. She is always judging everyone on what they eat. She feels it is her duty to tell people when they look fat, or if they eat one more fry they will look fat, etc.
I've made it my mission to prove that I'm not meant to be fat! I have an amazing boyfriend, who loves me for me, always has, and supports me in al lthe crazy diets ive done. Im hoping to get a lot out of this website! E-mail me if you have any messages, notes, recipes..just wanna say hi :) Jennifer.T.Rivas@hotmail.com.
I PROMISE MYSELF...
To be so strong that nothing can distrub my peace of mind.
TO talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person I meet.
TO make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.
TO look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism true.
TO think only of the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own.
TO forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
TO wear a cheerful expresseion at all times and give a smile to every living creature I meet.
To give so much time to improving myself that I have no time to criticize others.
TO be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear; and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
TO think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words but in great deeds.
TO live in the faith that the whole world is on my side so long as I am true to the best that is in me.
-Christian D. Larson, 1912
I'M GETTING MARRIED! I found new motivation to get back on track! I've gotta look skinny mini in my wedding gown :) Starting over but its ok. At least i'm starting right?
I'm currently doing this, to get myself back. I have always been a little on the bigger side my entire life. about 4 years ago, i began training intensely with a bodybuilder and I felt like i found myself. I was down to 153 and looked, and felt great! I felt like myself. Since then, I let myself go but will be getting back down to where I was for myself, and my health.
I will be trying to write down as much as possible what i'm eating, as well as preparing my food as much as possible. I will be working out intensely 5 days a week.
Let's see...I'm a senior at the University of Houston where i will be graduating this December! (Very excited). I work at a bank, and spend most of my time studying, working, and hanging out with friends. After graduating.. I will be moving to Dubai with my now boyfriend for work which i'm extremely excited about!
I'm recently very into books! I like all kinds but mostly enjoy fiction.
My favorite types of movies are ANYTHING by Tyler Perry! I love him as an actor an producer. He's amazing and I love how all of his movies are real-life situations about love with religion tied in.
| current weight: 201.0