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In 09 I will be just fine.....

I have been heavy my whole life since I was a baby. Of course its not so cute anymore. I started notcing my weight issues in 2nd grade. My mom took a picture of me and my best friend. When I seen it, I noticed how much bigger I was then she was. I didnt understand why. I told my mom how that made me feel and before I knew it I was on every diet imaginable. I yo yo dieted all through my school years. But each year that passed, I was teased more. I was called Miss Piggy, and fat slob. Every time ...
I have been heavy my whole life since I was a baby. Of course its not so cute anymore. I started notcing my weight issues in 2nd grade. My mom took a picture of me and my best friend. When I seen it, I noticed how much bigger I was then she was. I didnt understand why. I told my mom how that made me feel and before I knew it I was on every diet imaginable. I yo yo dieted all through my school years. But each year that passed, I was teased more. I was called Miss Piggy, and fat slob. Every time the kids picked on me, my self esteem became shot or non existant. It was horrible. Of course when I was 16, I fell in love or so I thought with a guy who made me feel so good about myself. Well months down the road, I ended up getting pregnant. OF course the guy left town litterally never to be seen or heard from again. So I was crushed. Then I felt even worse than ever. My friends decided I wasnt cool anymore and my social life ended. I became so depressed and so alone. I then weighed in at 210 lbs. Well after giving birth to a beautiful baby girl who is now 10 by the way, I just didnt take the time to put effort into my health and for me. I focuased all my time on just trying to be a good mom. I met the man I married when Jay was 3 years old. In December, 2004 Jim proposed to me at Christmas. In Jan., I found out I was pregnant again. I was so excited. Well after my dad had a horrible car accident and my grandma found out she had cancer, and then JIm started driving cross country, and planning a wedding for June of 05, I stayed stressed out. 10 days before we got married, I ended up going into premature labor. My precious Jennifer received her wings after an hour and a half fighting for her life. We did go ahead and get married, but I think we did that cause we were just trying to keep busy. Months after loosing my Jennifer, I was back to being extremley depressed and so lost. I put on the weight. My highest weight was 246. I looked and felt horrible. Also in 06, we got pregnant again. Now we have a precious 2 year old as well. I have been blessed with 2 healthy and beauitful girls. They are our world. I am now working on a me journey. I am trying to get my life back. I am on this life long journey trying to find my place in this world and regain my self esteem that has been lost. I am wanting to improve on my walk with God. I also want to be able to be a postive example for my kiddos. I want to be able to run and play and jump on the trampoline with them. I want to be able to get involved more at their school. I want my life back......




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Member Since: 10/1/2008

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Fitness Minutes: 1,155

My Goals:
I want to reach my goal weight and feel sexy. I want to run and play with my kids. I want to walk in a room and hear someone say,"Wow, shes hot." I want to be able to become healthier. I want to help reduce side effects of having PCOS. I want to feel good in a swimsuit. I want to shop in Regular stores and not just the plus size ones. I would love to become an inspirition to others. I would love to one day become a personal trainer.

My Program:
I am on the 6 week Body Makeover by Michael Thurmund. I eat 5 small healthy meals and snacks aday. I am drinking 6 bottles of water a day. Right now I am exercising every other day as I use one day to recover.lol...

Personal Information:
I am Texas Born and Raised from a very small country town. I am a very outgoing person.

Other Information:
I love to go horseback riding and love to dance. I love the Club scene and love being in Jims arms while dancing the night away.

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SWEETCANELA1
3/31/2009 11:08:53 AM

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MOMFAN
3/5/2009 1:38:21 PM

Stopped by to see how you were doing. What an amazing canvas you are giving to paint his love story to you on. Congratulations on the 20 pounds loss. We are on the Fireproof your Marriage team together. Keep your focus on the Lord and he will sustain you.

Leona



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2/27/2009 8:11:48 PM

How did February go for you?



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TMLOCKHART
1/9/2009 10:40:05 PM

Hi, I noticed we are on the same program and on several of the same teams. I added you as a friend I hope that's ok. Looking forward to chatting with you. emoticon

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ME4CAM
12/31/2008 3:01:15 PM

I hope you have an amazing New Years Eve and I hope you wake up tomorrow morning emoticon full of energy emoticon and ready to start the new year !! emoticon

Lots and Lots of Love,
Dawn

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