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Lillian Grace 4 weeks. Miss you baby girl

Eliana Grace nine days old



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This is the third time around for me. The first time I did well and then I get pregnant. My daughter Lillian Grace was born Sept. 3 2009. My husband and I were unaware that we were both carriers of a genetic disorder called Zellweger's. Lilly was with us 8 months and 7 days. The pregnancy weight didn't only not come of I gained beyond what I was at nine months due to two months of hospital food and stress. I am an emotional eater and when you are caring for a terminally ill child there is a lot of emotion. When Lilly passed away in May I didn't do much for myself. I joined back up and worked out for a short time. But when I went back to work in a field I did not enjoy I stressed some more and gained some more. I then got pregnant with my daughter Eliana Grace. Ellie is a healthy, full of life litte girl and mommy is now bigger then ever. I am at 211, only about 4 pounds away from my weight at nine months with her. So like I said, this is try number the for me. I am now in a better place in my life in general and hope to now get my eating back to where it should be. I can do it. I will do it.

Member Since: 1/5/2008

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My Goals:
Short term goal is to be under 200 by Ellie's birthday March 28th.
Long term would be to be comfortable and enjoy clothes shopping again. Would like to be about 170 or less.

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Just counting cal and fat. Going to start small and try to work out three times a week for 20 min and do strength a few times a week too.

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I'm from Northern Indiana. I love my family, my husband, my babies, and my Lord. I am leaning on the Lord to get me through this so I can live a happy and healthy life for Him. I look to seek my comfort from Him not food.

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  • v 3CATSLEP
    emoticon Wishing you a healthy 2014!
    1527 days ago
  • v 3CATSLEP
    Hi Jen,
    Just read your update! Congratulations on Eliana Grace. Boy, have I been out of touch!!! I will try to give everyone an update soon. So much has changed.

    1718 days ago
  • v FRANANN3
    Think about you often, hope all is going well. I will continue to pray for your family. Please keep us posted.
    2897 days ago
    I'm so sorry. You may not see this right now...but you are an amazing person. Your beutiful little girl is just as blessed to have you for a mommy as you are to have her, for as long or as short of time as you are given. There is more beyond this life...there is goodness, and truth, and a time when all tears will be wiped away. I know you can't possibly imagine right now...I can't either...but somewhere in me...defying logic, believing, hoping inspite of all the sadness, all sorrow, all horror in the human existance, somehow there remains this quiet, unshakable piece in a very small part of my being that is unshakeable. I pray your little girl will be healed because I'm human and want what I see as best, but I know sometimes God's best can't be seen head on., but it will alway be right even if its many years before we can even begin to comprehend. My dear girl, I will be praying for you, and hoping and believing for you. Be very kind to you right now.
    Heather Dawn

    2973 days ago

    Comment edited on: 1/25/2010 10:22:41 PM
  • v FRANANN3
    I will pray for your baby, and for you and your husband. God Bless You all.
    2973 days ago
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