My future body
GreenLee pooh 5 days before she turned 1
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Time to change my world.
So I am a 26 year old. I am going through some changes in my life right now. I have been battling a nerve disorder for about five years now. Doctors believe its possibly Trigeminal Nueralgia. It is extremely painful and it effects the left side of my face. I am headed to Baylor in July for official diagnosis. I battle it but I determined not to let it win. I really believe that the weight loss will help with the TN. I am desperate at this point. Other that I also just quit dispatching police ...
So I am a 26 year old. I am going through some changes in my life right now. I have been battling a nerve disorder for about five years now. Doctors believe its possibly Trigeminal Nueralgia. It is extremely painful and it effects the left side of my face. I am headed to Baylor in July for official diagnosis. I battle it but I determined not to let it win. I really believe that the weight loss will help with the TN. I am desperate at this point. Other that I also just quit dispatching police and started at the courthouse in our town. I get to see my baby much more. I dont care anymore what others think, I care about how I feel. I am done being unhappy in my skin. I hope that 2011 is my year, I am going to try to make that happen. I am also currently working on becoming a CASA, a court appointed special advocate for abused children. This is my passion, they are not lost causes.
I am married to a police officer who is totally your perfect image of one; he is the best person I have ever met. I have a beautiful daughter that is 24 months old, she is my best motivation.
I am tired of living on the edge of a life, wishing for the courage to dive into it. I am so tired of being slapped down for being the person that I am. I have set goals for myself this year to get me to the starting line/finish line. My first and most important goal is to lose about 48 lbs. I know that I can get there, but it will be a battle every single step of the way.
Negative people and negative minds are not welcome here anymore. My changes are going to be to benefit me and my family. I am going to look at those people who want me to fail this year and tell them to get out of my face. Get over yourself and to get out of my life.
I am going to hike, ride, run, walk, swim, and play my way to living the way I want to live. I am going to place fear and regret into a box and duct tape it shut. Then I am going to toss the box in the friggin ocean and run like hell. I am going to be my best friend and my worst critic, and learn that everything happens for reason. I am going to set small goals and work towards them. I am not going to give up and I am going to be ok no matter what the outcome of 2011. Its time I start putting myself and my emotional and physical needs first. Hello to a world that I will design as I go. Watch me work now……
| Pounds lost: 27.0
Member Since: 5/25/2010
Fitness Minutes: 1,906
My Top 10 goals for this year.
1. Lose 48lbs before the end of summer. ( I can )
2. Get a hobby-DONE
3. Change jobs-DONE
4. Stand up for myself this year and tell negative evil people to go to..... You get the point.DONE YEAH
5. Plan a birthday party for my daughter that is out of this world.-SOON :)
6. Find my creative side.-I am finding it in tutus and bows
7. Start a journal and write things down more-TRYING
8. Workout 5 days a week. Run or bike 4 days a week.
9. Start to re-do the house this year.-update-painted the livingroom and hall and bought new furniture yeah.
10. Meet all my goals head on and with great determination.
11. Beat TN or atleast learn to live through it.
Learning to eat right. I have horrible eating habbits. I am trying to replace the junk with healthy nutrient rich calories-instead of empty calories. I am trying to stay ina range of 1000-1350 calories a day. I hope to walk 12-18 miles a week.
My life revolves around my daughter GreenLee and my husband Aaron. They are my biggest motivation for being a better healthier person. My husband is an investigator/Special US Marshal/SWAT team leader. I am a police officers wife and proud to be one.
I want to push myself and see a result. I want to get there because I can and I didnt give up.. I want to jump in head first this year. If I break my neck then I will over come that too.