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Joshua David had a 38 year old birthday

July 18, 2015
Joshua died one year and three months ago. Yesterday I stayed alone all day. He would have celebrated his 38th birthday. Sometimes it feels as if I will stop breathing when I start thinking about him. Still don't know where I will be going so don't know where to bury his ashes. I can't even think of scattering them somewhere. I worked on sewing an old quilt I have been working on since I bought it at a garage sale in GA mountains. Every summer when we went to the mountains ...
July 18, 2015
Joshua died one year and three months ago. Yesterday I stayed alone all day. He would have celebrated his 38th birthday. Sometimes it feels as if I will stop breathing when I start thinking about him. Still don't know where I will be going so don't know where to bury his ashes. I can't even think of scattering them somewhere. I worked on sewing an old quilt I have been working on since I bought it at a garage sale in GA mountains. Every summer when we went to the mountains to visit with mom I would sit and sew the little two inch squares. I have not worked on the quilt since I have been in Jacksonville. But yesterday it seemed something to do in memory of Joshua.Honey Bear and I went on our daily walk. It rained a few times and made the air hot and muggy. So far I have been able to start entering my daily food intake since Wednesday. I have a health coach that will monthly be touching base with me. I tried using a health coach two years ago and never changed my food intake. If I do not watch and document what I eat I slide back. I am really frustrated by my sliding back and my lack of motivation. I look in the mirror and hate what I see.
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Member Since: 5/19/2010

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I recently fell, over ate when my son visited in March & April. He died April 24,2014









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I am walking 5000 steps five days a week


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I recently moved to a new apartment. It is right across from work. I have been walking to work.We have a salt water pool and I am getting up the courage to start swimming. I hate chlorine.





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I had to sell mama & papa because I did not have any place to put them in my new place. Last July I visited my son and when I came back I had one of their babies looking at me. Twinkle now keeps company with my thirty year old quaker parrot-they seem to like each other!

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PENNEYV
10/28/2011 8:27:29 PM

I pray that your week went reaqlly well. Sounds like there will be many opportunities for working on that lifestyle change for you! emoticon emoticon Use that Y! become their best known face. emoticon emoticon

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10/24/2011 10:52:52 PM

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10/23/2011 10:39:46 PM

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10/19/2011 9:37:37 AM

Thanks for the manicure. I just might go do that when the outdoor season is over. emoticon



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10/14/2011 12:57:29 AM

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