You're so beautiful!! That's awesome that your BMR is higher than you're eating each day...mine was too when I started, and I loved how the weight just dropped off...combined with exercise, you're on your way to one hott bod!
One of the most important things that I've learned on this site is that networking is an important factor. I've made good friends on here and turned old friends on to this site. If I didn't have people that share the same common goal that I do, this wouldn't work. It's like being on a deserted island with 5 other people and nobody asks anyone for help. In order for it to work you have to rely on others or else you will have an easy excuse to quit.
I have had days when I'm not happy with what I did or my progress gets stagnant. The people and tools that are offered here help that out. Good luck on your journey and if you need a buddy to talk to let me know. I'm here just about every day!