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I have been trying to lose weight forever. I can remember being chunky as a kid and all the comments those "well meaning" family members and friends would make. I remember being shy in High School and feeling like no one would like a fat girl so it would be easier to just try to keep away from everyone. I remember feeling ugly on my wedding day, and for so long thinking that my husband was crazy for loving me and hoping he would never realize it. I have spent my whole life hating myself because ...
I have been trying to lose weight forever. I can remember being chunky as a kid and all the comments those "well meaning" family members and friends would make. I remember being shy in High School and feeling like no one would like a fat girl so it would be easier to just try to keep away from everyone. I remember feeling ugly on my wedding day, and for so long thinking that my husband was crazy for loving me and hoping he would never realize it. I have spent my whole life hating myself because of my weight and I am really tired of it.

I know losing weight won't fix my life, but I would love for once to feel worthy.... loveable.... cute even. I want to be able to go into any store and find a nice outfit that I like... not just buy it because it actually fits. I would love to be able to go to my closet in the morning and not change clothes at least a couple of times. I want to feel comfortable in my own skin and feel pretty and feminine.

These are things I plan on working on. I definately need to work on my inside while I am working on my outside, and hopefully I will document everything here on my Sparkpage and my blog. Maybe one of these days someone will think that I am inspiring like I think so many others are. :) Everyone has to begin somewhere and some of us just have to begin a few times to get it right I guess...
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Member Since: 1/10/2006

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Fitness Minutes: 1,205

My Goals:
So many!!

I mainly want to feel better about myself. Physically and emotionally.

So I had a few of my old goals here, but it's a new year and I'm trying to be more positive and turn things around... so its time for some new goals!

My first goal...

8.8lbs lost so far for January! I'm trying to lose 20 by April 4 when we leave for SRD... almost halfway there! I may increase it if I get to that point before then!




My Program:
I am a member of TOPS (Take Off Pounds Sensibly) and right now Im not really following any specific plan, just trying to eat better and exercise.

Personal Information:
Im 33 years old and I have been married for 12 years and we have a 10 year old son. We round out our family with 2 cats and a dog.

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I love to read and watch movies. I like to make friends online and hang out on facebook. :)

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