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Fighting a bond to an e.d.
A to Z:
Anger, sadness, grief, pain
Be as it may, I'm up again
Can't stand my looks, e.d. is winning
Desiring bones, is just the beginning
Everyone pleads, "eat, Michelle, eat"
Fading away, I've been beat
Going for broke, that's what I need
Hitting bottom means getting freed
I am strong when I am weak
Jonesing for the numbers that I seek
Keeping my life - it's what I want
Leaving Ed, he'll protest, taunt
My mind's ...
A to Z:
Anger, sadness, grief, pain
Be as it may, I'm up again
Can't stand my looks, e.d. is winning
Desiring bones, is just the beginning
Everyone pleads, "eat, Michelle, eat"
Fading away, I've been beat
Going for broke, that's what I need
Hitting bottom means getting freed
I am strong when I am weak
Jonesing for the numbers that I seek
Keeping my life - it's what I want
Leaving Ed, he'll protest, taunt
My mind's made up, I'm getting better
Now Ed can't say "Yes, I got her"
Over and over I swim then sink
Priorities, I can't trust what I think
Quiet times, this is what I need
Rest in peace, Ed, yes, indeed
Someones going to win this fight
Tonight, it's Ed, this fruitless plight
Under the covers, refuge, comfort
Viewing my bones, it's so much effort
When will it end? She says with a frown
Xanax does nothing but bring me down
Your love, Bo, is all I need
Zoetic and able, my new creed. Michelle 2/08
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Member Since: 12/10/2005
SparkPoints: 5,434
Fitness Minutes: 732
My Goals:
I want to eat without guilt or worry and focus on people, not my flaws. I want to learn, then inspire others. I want to drink more water and exercise for health.
My Program:
My program consists of logging on to sp, journaling, following a sound eating program, and exercising moderately. I have a personal trainer, a psychiatrist, doctor, counselor and sponsor to help me overcome my eating disorder.
Personal Information:
I live in Idaho with my sons and spouse. My hobbies include reading,music, & spending time with friends over a latte.
Other Information:
I have been at each end of the weight spectrum. Now I'm a healthy weight but afraid of everything. I am very rigid with my food and it creates problems with my marriage. I also suffer from celiac disease and hypothyroid.
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