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Fighting a bond to an e.d.

A to Z:
Anger, sadness, grief, pain
Be as it may, I'm up again
Can't stand my looks, e.d. is winning
Desiring bones, is just the beginning
Everyone pleads, "eat, Michelle, eat"
Fading away, I've been beat
Going for broke, that's what I need
Hitting bottom means getting freed
I am strong when I am weak
Jonesing for the numbers that I seek
Keeping my life - it's what I want
Leaving Ed, he'll protest, taunt
My mind's ...
A to Z:
Anger, sadness, grief, pain
Be as it may, I'm up again
Can't stand my looks, e.d. is winning
Desiring bones, is just the beginning
Everyone pleads, "eat, Michelle, eat"
Fading away, I've been beat
Going for broke, that's what I need
Hitting bottom means getting freed
I am strong when I am weak
Jonesing for the numbers that I seek
Keeping my life - it's what I want
Leaving Ed, he'll protest, taunt
My mind's made up, I'm getting better
Now Ed can't say "Yes, I got her"
Over and over I swim then sink
Priorities, I can't trust what I think
Quiet times, this is what I need
Rest in peace, Ed, yes, indeed
Someones going to win this fight
Tonight, it's Ed, this fruitless plight
Under the covers, refuge, comfort
Viewing my bones, it's so much effort
When will it end? She says with a frown
Xanax does nothing but bring me down
Your love, Bo, is all I need
Zoetic and able, my new creed. Michelle 2/08




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Member Since: 12/10/2005

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Fitness Minutes: 732

My Goals:
I want to eat without guilt or worry and focus on people, not my flaws. I want to learn, then inspire others. I want to drink more water and exercise for health.

My Program:
My program consists of logging on to sp, journaling, following a sound eating program, and exercising moderately. I have a personal trainer, a psychiatrist, doctor, counselor and sponsor to help me overcome my eating disorder.

Personal Information:
I live in Idaho with my sons and spouse. My hobbies include reading,music, & spending time with friends over a latte.

Other Information:
I have been at each end of the weight spectrum. Now I'm a healthy weight but afraid of everything. I am very rigid with my food and it creates problems with my marriage. I also suffer from celiac disease and hypothyroid.

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ANEPANALIPTI
12/8/2009 9:59:56 AM

How re you doing girlie?



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ANEPANALIPTI
11/19/2009 11:22:58 AM

Hey there! Stopping by to welcome you to the c25k team! :D



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MISSYLEEME
5/14/2008 6:04:12 PM

Hi, how have you been? I haven't chatted with you in a while. I wanted to let you know that we just found out this week that my oldest daughter has Celiac. That make 3 out of 6 so far in our family. I am going to test my youngest son. He seems to show symptoms of it as well. I'll let you know when I get his results. My younger daughter is the only one that I feel does not have CD. It may be easier to put the whole family on the diet. It's just so expensive! I am also removing casein from my daughters diet. There are several reasons for this.

But, I hope all is well. I like the new pic. Atleast I think it's new. You look happy and healthy!

Talk with you later,
Missy



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DOMINIQUE871
4/26/2008 11:41:14 PM

Hi,

I know, it feels terrible doesn't it? I am on Tegretol and that doesn't seem to have affected my weight. Can you ask to try that instead? Feel free to email me if you need help or support, it gets very lonely sometimes :(

Dom xx



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BAREBONES1
4/11/2008 5:20:58 AM

hi, just wondering how ur getting on? read ur blog and made comment, keep it up.

see u around soon i hope.

take care



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