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SIL, DD and me at my heaviest weight

In happier times...but I'm getting to be even happier! Sure do miss my bike tho - and riding.....

My first day of my miracle new job!

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I CAN TOO do this!
I am starting on my second half of my life. I did lots of things - or did NOT do lots of things - for everyone else but me in the first half of my life...well, no more. I'm motivating myself to be healthier and inspire others. To those who say I cannot do this, I CAN 2 do this! Think it would be a good idea for now if I only ate measured food...no "guessing" - know I could measure and weigh things but I end up cheating and that's only cheating myself. If I eat protein bars ...
I am starting on my second half of my life. I did lots of things - or did NOT do lots of things - for everyone else but me in the first half of my life...well, no more. I'm motivating myself to be healthier and inspire others. To those who say I cannot do this, I CAN 2 do this! Think it would be a good idea for now if I only ate measured food...no "guessing" - know I could measure and weigh things but I end up cheating and that's only cheating myself. If I eat protein bars and slim fast, along with spinach and other things that I CAN eat unlimited amounts of, then I should be ok. I need to focus on flattering clothes clothes, Y membership to recover range of motion on the knees and loving myself enough to buy training hours for myself instead of wondering if that's selfish. I don't care if it is! I need to be selfish for me, if that's what it's considered. I mean, other people do what makes them happy - like leave or betray - (long story for another time but motivational for now)...and I LOVE the feeling I get after I work out. I wonder if I'll ever be able to get back to the level I was even 70 pounds ago...I just want to be me...and that really is a competitior, an outdoor woman and someone who inspires myself and hopefully others by just the process itself.
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Member Since: 7/15/2012
SparkPoints: 3,306
Fitness Minutes: 871
My Goals:
Physical: Improve range of motion after patella injury (without surgery) Learn about homeopathic remedies, herbs and vitamins - boy, my parents were ahead! Mental: Increase joy by doing for others - NOT by food Social: Go on hiking trips, fishing trips, camping trips and of course, BIKE RIDES!!! To ultimately remove 115 pounds. The plan is to have this done by 12/31/2013. Envision my Army pilot daughter walking right past me as she doesn't recognize me. Move and write full-time. No more settling! 240 - Magic bullet 220 - new bras 199 - massage 185 -colour/highlights/Wii (with sports stuff - don't even have a Wii yet!) 179 - Ann Taylor trip 170 - Banana Republic 165 - Opryland stay/spa 160 - J Crew trip 145 - trip to see Jaci and Jonathan
My Program:
Starting small Eat more meatless meals and more local items Portion control by pre-set food - at least initially Exercising half hour at home during sporting events on tv, etc. YMCA membership - before and/or after work workouts...5 days a week
Other Information:
To thine own self be true and it's NEVER to be late to be who you might have been! Go confidently in the direction of your dreams...live the life you have imagined.
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