GRRLNXTDR   5,382
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262 lbs. This is me, FACING REALITY



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REALITY CHECK

Here it is. Observe the photo to the left. I have never cried so hard in my entire life. Why? Because this is the first time EVER I've been HONEST with myself. I'm just not doing a good job taking care of ME. And if I would only put MYSELF first, I wouldn't keep sabotaging my body and let it look like that.

So, as I start again for the 100th time, I really hope showing the world and making myself accountable will be the push I need to do this for me.

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Here it is. Observe the photo to the left. I have never cried so hard in my entire life. Why? Because this is the first time EVER I've been HONEST with myself. I'm just not doing a good job taking care of ME. And if I would only put MYSELF first, I wouldn't keep sabotaging my body and let it look like that.

So, as I start again for the 100th time, I really hope showing the world and making myself accountable will be the push I need to do this for me.

Please feel free to comment. I hope to add photos over time demonstrating that I'm really losing weight this time.

I am accountable. I'm HERE.
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Member Since: 8/7/2006

SparkPoints: 5,382

Fitness Minutes: 1,533

My Goals:
10 lbs a month for a year.

My Program:
The Spark-D program!

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I live in Baltimore, MD.

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I hope others will find me and keep me motivated enough to find others and motivate them.

 
 



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RELLIMTENAJ
2/16/2011 12:33:52 AM

I wanted to stop by and say emoticon to the team. I believe you will find this a great way to be healthier and reach the goal of completing a 5K. Be sure to introduce yourself to the team and ask any questions you might have along the way.

Janet
SparkPeople's Official 5K Your Way Walking Program Team Leader

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DEBIGENE
1/2/2011 7:27:58 PM

If you REALLY want it, you have to make the committment and remember ....

it's not a diet it's a lifestyle change and you CAN do it. You just REALLY have to want it.

Smal Goals, Small Steps = SUCCESS.



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HOTMAMA72603
8/15/2008 1:07:24 PM

good luck on reaching your goals if u need anything email me jen



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KATBUD
11/13/2006 9:01:18 PM

Hi there, welcome to sp. You will love this site. Good luck with your goals. Possum lady Daisy



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CASEYKEE9779
11/13/2006 5:06:43 PM

lol I wish they needed bats. lol hard enough time getting dates.



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