I haven't blogged because I am totally disgusted with myself right now and just trying to get myself back to my "starting point" on my tracker.... I am 195 lbs (WAY higher than I've ever been) and just absolutely disgusted with myself.... I remember being 176 lbs (highest weight ever at that time) and being disgusted too... now I WISH I was 176 lbs.... I need to get myself back on track. None of my clothes fit and I can hardly run 4km. So, silently in the background I am tracking my food and logging my exercise. I don't really want to blog because I know it will just be a negative whiney mess. And, just like the comment below, I don't think anyone wants to hear about it...
Nobody comments on my blogs anymore either, seems like the "community" side of it has really dropped off. I used to get such a boost from people encouraging me along. I do have one sparkfriend who shall remain nameless who was featured one day and now gets 200 comments on each blog. But she usually only posts super successful-type blogs. I get this feeling that nobody here wants to hear about the hard work or the process anymore, just about the successes.
I get on here and track every day but it is mostly because I've done that for 600 plus days in a row so its a habit, you know? But it has definitely changed, alot of my favorite people have dropped off without a trace, and it isn't nearly as supportive as it used to be. So I don't know what to do!
But I'm glad you're still here and I'm not crazy for thinking like this! Hope you have a great weekend! 803 days ago
for the comment on my blog! I am so thankful to have such amazing neighbors. it definitely makes my life so much better! and you are so right, she is so kind and understading because we are new at it. owning a home is a whole other world for sure! 859 days ago
for commenting on my blog! When I was depressed I was told to take more Vitamin D. It helped, but I think this woman will have more advice too. I will definitely be sure to let you know how it goes!
for the comment on my blog! we all have bad days or weeks or weak moments...but we can change it around with a positive attitude! I am so thankful to have you for a because I know you will be there to continue to cheer me on & cheer me up! 883 days ago