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make me skinny(esque)
i don't care if i'm never skinny. i just want to be a "normal" size. i want to fit in movie seats, small cars, and restaurant booths. i want to be able to shop in the "misses" section. i want to go out, wearing a basic jeans and a t-shirt outfit, and not wonder "how many people here think i'm just a stupid fat slob that sits around watching tv and eating junk food all day?" i want to be able to blend into the crowd just about anywhere i go. i'm a 29 y/o woman, married for ...
i don't care if i'm never skinny. i just want to be a "normal" size. i want to fit in movie seats, small cars, and restaurant booths. i want to be able to shop in the "misses" section. i want to go out, wearing a basic jeans and a t-shirt outfit, and not wonder "how many people here think i'm just a stupid fat slob that sits around watching tv and eating junk food all day?" i want to be able to blend into the crowd just about anywhere i go. i'm a 29 y/o woman, married for eight years, with no kids. i haven't been "skinny" since i was a little kid. in jr high and high school, i weighed between 170 and 200 lbs. since then, i've bounced around a lot and topped out at 320 lbs. i don't want to see that number on the scale ever again....the only way i'd even maybe be ok with that would be if i got pregnant before i'm comfortably under 300.... speaking of getting pregnant, i'm sort of struggling with infertility. my husband and i don't want to pursue testing or treatments at least until after he's finished school and we're more financially secure, but we've been, as he says "tempting fate" for over five years without becoming pregnant. i've been told that i have PCOS, but i have "normal" hormone levels and i'm not insulin resistant. so who knows. :-/
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Member Since: 9/23/2008
SparkPoints: 12,682
Fitness Minutes: 2,644
My Goals:
-cease to be obese - that means an eventual goal range of 160 to 170 lbs (which may become lower as i get closer to that goal) :) -get my cluttered house under control -get my finances under control -fit into a size 16 or smaller -buy (or build) a new house on the land i already own -get knocked up :)
My Program:
i'm just trying to learn how to eat sensibly and stay active. i love riding my bike and belly dancing! i'm also a fan of "active" video games, especially DDR! :)
Personal Information:
i was born and raised in mid-michigan and now live in northern (lower) michigan. looking for weight-loss buddies, OL friends, IRL friends, work-out buddies...whatever! i can be found on facebook (search for Berrie Blu) or blogger (http://berrieblu.blogspot.com). :)
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