Welcome to our group. I think you will get the help you need here at Sparks. Even though you have been here before, let us help you. I have been working at this for a long time but will not give up. I just found these two saying that I thought could apply to all of us
Remember, the “top banana” is supported by the whole bunch.
No one can give you inner strength-- but sometimes they can help you find it.
I hope I have not made too many mistakes, I cannot read well on this dark color. I imagine there may be a way to lighten it, but I am not that good with these computers. Welcome, and Happy New Year, Betty