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Choosing My River....

Well I am ready for a change and I am ready now.... It has been too long since I have felt good about myself... Lately my life has been way to stressed to deal with anything and I have been in such a depressive state that if I don't do something about it now I may never be able to bring myself back... In the past five years I have gradually stayed at home as much as I could, making any excuse I could think of just not to go outside... that is so not me, I was always the crazy outgoing one in ...
Well I am ready for a change and I am ready now.... It has been too long since I have felt good about myself... Lately my life has been way to stressed to deal with anything and I have been in such a depressive state that if I don't do something about it now I may never be able to bring myself back... In the past five years I have gradually stayed at home as much as I could, making any excuse I could think of just not to go outside... that is so not me, I was always the crazy outgoing one in highschool... I moved away from home right after school though and threw myself into the big ol world way to soon... I panicked... and I guess the attack hasn't stoppped... I had to deal with the death of my father who died of cancer at 39, in the midst of quitting smoking myself... I want to start my own family and I want to be healthy and live a long life so I can be with them... I am so ready for this....




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SPIRITEDSUNNY
8/8/2010 10:34:19 PM

Heya Chica!!

Haha sorry about the message it's longer than normal :P
It was good hearing from you again ... loving your sparkpage :)

Luv Sunny



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HARPERLADY
4/3/2010 7:49:43 PM

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SPIRITEDSUNNY
4/3/2010 6:33:20 PM

Heya!

How are you? Welcome to sparkpeople!
I read your message in the boards and I thought I would stop by and say hi!
I know what it's like i have been in a similar situation to you. I also used to be the crazy outgoing one in college and then everything kind of took a nose dive when I went to college. But I am piecing myself together this year.
Some days are better than others. But there is one thing for sure.
Sparkpeople does help give you a way to take the reins in your life. Also you get to meet a whole bunch of awesome people along the way.
Drop me a line sometime
Goodluck with your spark journey!

~Sunny~



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GIRLTRUCKIN
4/3/2010 3:50:41 PM

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