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Finally Finding Me
I have been 300 pounds or more since 1998. I've never really felt ugly before, I mean - I have my moments of doubt and insecurity but never looked at me and felt gross.
That happened to me recently.
Am scared out of my mind - am going through a custody battle as well as trying to make my dream into a reality and basically have the whole world on my shoulders with no room to fail.
Have no support system.
But, heck - if the time isn't now I ...
I have been 300 pounds or more since 1998. I've never really felt ugly before, I mean - I have my moments of doubt and insecurity but never looked at me and felt gross.
That happened to me recently.
Am scared out of my mind - am going through a custody battle as well as trying to make my dream into a reality and basically have the whole world on my shoulders with no room to fail.
Have no support system.
But, heck - if the time isn't now I don't know when it will ever be - there will always be something, right? So, here I am...just trying to get my glow back and finally find me again.
Help... :)
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Member Since: 12/3/2009
SparkPoints: 911
Fitness Minutes: 717
My Goals:
In May/June of 2010 I would like to complete either of the following:
San Diego Rock N Roll 1/2 Marathon (WALKING)
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A Sprint Triathlon
My Program:
Am still trying to decide. I know, I know - one gets nowhere without a plan, but I'm still formulating it.
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