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Hello everyone and welcome to my page. I joined Sparkpeople once before but never stuck with it. I have in fact gained more weight since then. So since a new year is on its way I thought maybe I would give it another shot. So here I am with a new page, new name , and the same goal. I am a stress eater. I self medicate myself with food. Cake, chocolate, I am addicted . I also down about 6 cans of pepsi a day. I am a mother of two . One of whom has special needs. I recently started my own ...
Hello everyone and welcome to my page. I joined Sparkpeople once before but never stuck with it. I have in fact gained more weight since then. So since a new year is on its way I thought maybe I would give it another shot. So here I am with a new page, new name , and the same goal. I am a stress eater. I self medicate myself with food. Cake, chocolate, I am addicted . I also down about 6 cans of pepsi a day. I am a mother of two . One of whom has special needs. I recently started my own photography business threw my home so that I can be around more for my childern. My husband works over he road in the summer so I am alone a lot with the kids. Almost like a single mom trying to do it all. And in this crazyness I call my life I have lost me... I have lost the will to take care of myself. I gorge myself on sweets, dont workout anymore even though I have a treadmill in my kitchen. I seem to have lost sight of myself. I would like to find that person again. And with losts of help I think I can. So here is to 2012... hopefully the year that I finally get off my but and get healthy again. I owe it to myself and to my family. ready set goooooooooo!
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Member Since: 12/22/2011
SparkPoints: 139
Fitness Minutes: 195
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Its never to late to be whom you might have been... George Elliot. Enough said!
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Hello everyone. I am 35 years old and obese. yep, I am obese. I cant even beleive that I let myself get this bad. I am married with a 6 year old girl and 2 year old boy. My daughter has SID (Sensory Intergration disorder) Without going into detail to sum things up... her disorder can make life very stressful for the whole family. I recently quit my job of 10 years so I can be home for my kids, and be as supportive as I can for my daughter . However I found that being a stay at home mom was not really up my alley. I started to feel lost... I am a very motivated person and I was getting to the point were I didnt care about anything anymore. I got lazy, stopped fixing my hair, turned to sweets for comfort when I got stressed out. Which is all day long. My husband works on the road most of the time . So I can go a month on my own.. with no support . This last year things just got out of control.
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I am in love with light.. the way it falls on to every thing in this world. It is beautiful in everything it touches. Being in the field of photography I come across beauty everyday. Everyone and everything has something beautiful about them. I havent felt beautiful in a long time. Its time to change that. By the end of this year I want to be on the other side of the camera. Showing the world how far I have come.. and hopefully feeling beautiful inside and out!
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