I am a 50-year-old married female who lives in southwest Virginia. I plan on being FATNOMORE by November 11, 2010. I want people to tell me I look like I need to eat. I want people to think I've always been a skinny bitch. I want to have some self confidence for once. I want to sit down and have a lap. I want to sit on my husband's lap without feeling like I'm squishing him. I want to make love and have that ole spark back in it for me and not be self conscious. I want to feel like a ...
I am a 50-year-old married female who lives in southwest Virginia. I plan on being FATNOMORE by November 11, 2010. I want people to tell me I look like I need to eat. I want people to think I've always been a skinny bitch. I want to have some self confidence for once. I want to sit down and have a lap. I want to sit on my husband's lap without feeling like I'm squishing him. I want to make love and have that ole spark back in it for me and not be self conscious. I want to feel like a normal person and walk into a store and not have to look for the Women's Department. I want to wear a size 4 or 6. I want to be considered tiny.
I'm a smoker. I am not a church goer. I have been in the past but have never been able to find that faith in myself or find the right church. Most seem like the people are only there to be seen. That doesn't seem right to me. I guess I'm agnostic. I don't know what comes after this life? I question the Bible as the English version was written during King James and Pope Constantine's time and there are books missing from it so who chose what books to put in there and what books to leave out. The dead sea scrolls were found in the late 50's and there have been no changes to the Bible and they are suppose to be books of the Bible. Man decided what was to be the word of a so-called God and that doesn't seem right to me. (This is my opinion only). So that is why I have problems with religions.
I would like a couple buddies as a small group would do great together. I hope to find people like myself. My fight is not with food, it's with chocolate and Pepsi with a little food on the side. I eat 6-8 Hershey bars a day and drink at least a liter of pepsi a day. Then have a meal in the evening that is fattening, of course. That keeps my weight pretty steady.
I am sedentary. I'm disabled from fibromyalgia pain so I am home all of the time on Fentanyl patch and hydrocodone and a lot of meds for depression and anxiety which tend to help you gain weight. I spend most of my time in front of my computer instead of taking care of my house. I'm hoping that slowly over time I will get energy with my diet and exercise plan and will want to do more around my house and keep it nicer. My husband is very understanding.
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Hi, I am British but currently live & work in Holland, so still firmly on the other side of the Atlanic from you!
My approach to SP was gradual - at first just used it as a online calorie counter, then I looked up a few articles, then I started leaving comments & contacting other people. Going to your Spark Points page & trying to increase your points is a good guide to making sense of the site - i.e., read an article, do a quiz, get a recipe, etc.
I have learned a lot of useful things here, about nutrition, limiting calorie intake (without pain!) and exercise. Although I was fairly fit to start with SP has helped me lose about 17 lbs so far & I am still going! My cholesterol is down and best of all, this season I am getting the best running times I have ever achieved!
Thanks for coming by my page and checking out my photo album. I am happy to inspire you! My DH did not immediately join me when I started this process 5 years ago. His high BP had to get way out of control and he had to be turned down for life insurance before he got serious about joining me in this process. I hope you inspire your DH with your brilliant success at this process!