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We all have a story to tell whether we whisper or we yell. Here's mine:

I'm twenty years old and have a handsome little boy. I have been diagnosed with ednos. I have struggled with both anorexia and bulimia for as long as I can remember. I've been secretly falling apart. During my pregnancy, I went through a huge depression as the pounds came on. I cried everyday and locked myself inside my house for fear of being judged. How it started? I honestly do not know. I am almost certain, ...
We all have a story to tell whether we whisper or we yell. Here's mine:

I'm twenty years old and have a handsome little boy. I have been diagnosed with ednos. I have struggled with both anorexia and bulimia for as long as I can remember. I've been secretly falling apart. During my pregnancy, I went through a huge depression as the pounds came on. I cried everyday and locked myself inside my house for fear of being judged. How it started? I honestly do not know. I am almost certain, it had something to do with that fact that as a child I was teased by my mother calling me FAT. Of course, I was very young at the time, about 6 years old I believe. It hurt me. I dropped out of school the minute I turned 16 because I was too ashamed. At that time I was about 120 pounds but I felt like the biggest girl in the room. Although I was quite popular, I never felt like I was good enough. It has been a long journey for me and It took me a long time not to judge myself through someone else's eyes. A lot of people don't realize that eating disorders is an illness. I don't wish it on anyone, but if they would know how it feels, I swear they would think twice before they just shrug it. I am here to recover and lose weight the RIGHT way. I would like all of your support and motivation. From every wound there is a scar, and ever scar tells a story, A story that says I survived.
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Member Since: 4/16/2011

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My Goals:
I learned that you can go on, long after you think you can't.
My goal is to lose 70 pounds, find happiness, and recover from my ednos.

My Program:
I am eating no more then 1350 calories per day.
I am doing one hour a day of taebo five times a week.
I will not starve.
I will not purge.
I will not binge!
I will not give up or tell myself that tomorrow is a new day when I can make changes right now!

Personal Information:
I am a single mommy of a handsome baby boy. I struggle wtih ednos and am currently in the process of recovery. I live in Arizona, and I love to meet new people! I do not drink, nor smoke or do any sort of drugs. I am focused on my future. I over-analyze everything way to much. I do not have Diabetes, Cholesterol, High Blood Pressure. or Heart problems. Thank God. I just am a part of those teams to find out exactly what I can do to prevent any of that. I am a health freak.

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I enjoy working, hanging out with family and friends, reading, dancing, working out, shopping. cleaning, and planning events such as birthdays etc..

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SUEPERWOMAN
11/30/2013 10:25:46 AM


I don't know if you come to your page anymore but just wanted to tell you that you are a beautiful girl and that I am praying for you and your son.

Love, Ginger



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SCHNIZZY5
8/9/2011 12:53:06 AM

Hey, Em. Sorry I haven't written in a while. Stopped logging for a while since I was becoming obsessed. I am working with a personal trainer now, so wish me luck! You look great, btw :)




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MRS_RAQUEL
8/5/2011 4:05:18 PM

hey! stopping by to see how your weight loss journey is going? I noticed that you're almost at your goal weight. Woohoo! have a great weekend!



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LYNMARIE111
8/3/2011 2:14:37 AM

Just checking in to say hello and I hope you're well.



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MJ_RICO
8/3/2011 1:11:46 AM

How have you been Girly!!??



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