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Needing motivation...
December 2009, I surpassed my goal weight. I was down to 113lbs. I loved my body and was so proud of my accomplishment. I got rid of all my 'fat' clothes and treated myself to a new wardrobe. I had worked so hard...
A year later, I have ballooned to 130lbs. I had my heart broken several times by the same man. I had friends and family beat me down. Many sports injuries and pain. A lot of disappointments. I truly felt worthless and ugly...so I made myself just that. I turned to food ...
December 2009, I surpassed my goal weight. I was down to 113lbs. I loved my body and was so proud of my accomplishment. I got rid of all my 'fat' clothes and treated myself to a new wardrobe. I had worked so hard...
A year later, I have ballooned to 130lbs. I had my heart broken several times by the same man. I had friends and family beat me down. Many sports injuries and pain. A lot of disappointments. I truly felt worthless and ugly...so I made myself just that. I turned to food for happiness, but that only leads to guilt and then more eating. It's a vicious cycle.
I wish I could control my behaviour. As I try to lose weight again, I first have to get back to that fun-loving person I was...someone who loved being active and healthy. In a new province, with not many friends, no money, and starting school all over again, the stress isn't helping...
I hope I can do this, but I need some help.
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Member Since: 12/9/2009
SparkPoints: 2,746
Fitness Minutes: 4,972
My Goals:
I'd like to remember why I enjoyed being active, to drop the excess weight, tone up, feel confident, and learn to protect my injuries to live life better.
My Program:
I would like to actually attend swim practices 2-3 times a week, get back into yoga and going to the gym, and explore my 'new' surroundings by hiking the hills.
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