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Hello. I'm 25 years old and from Missouri. I was obese once before and lost a lot of weight. I went from a size 30 to a size 16. I was happy while I was losing weight...the entire time. The moment I lost my first pant size, to the moment I could fit into size 16 jeans, I was happy. Then I met my ex. He would make me feel like crap, so I ate, and ate. And ate. And ate. I got back up to a size 26. I'm depressed again and it sucks. I don't blame him. I blame myself for putting up with how he treated me.

So now, I'm trying to get back on track and lose more weight. The problem is, as soon as I make a mistake, I think of that as being the end. And it all spirals downhill from there. The first time I lost weight, I had nightmares about eating too much. I wish I would have that problem again.

I know me, and I know if I could lose ten pounds, I would start to feel good about myself again, and it wouldn't be as hard. I just want to have confidence. The confidence I lost is the most important thing for me. It's not about being a size 2. I just want to love myself again. My goal is a size 12. Hopefully I can get there.

Member Since: 6/29/2011

Fitness Minutes: 3,356

My Goals:
I want to be able to find cheap clothes, and not be afraid of flying because I'm terrified I can't fit in the plane's seats.

My Program:
I am eating a low calorie diet, and counting everything I eat. I rarely snack, when it's late at night and I am hungry, I want a meal. So I am buying the lean cuisines and weight watchers meals so I can eat those and only ingest about 300 calories instead of an entire 40 count bag of pizza rolls.

I'm also doing a lot of home fitness videos. Specifically Dance off the Inches Belly Dancing and Striptease!

Personal Information:
I'm from St. Louis, Missouri and have lived here all my life. I work at Y2kgreens in the suburbs.

Other Information:
I love B movies. LOVE THEM! Horror and supernatural thrillers are also two genres I love. The gorier the better. I love to read fantasy books and retellings of fairy tales.

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