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Hello. I'm 25 years old and from Missouri. I was obese once before and lost a lot of weight. I went from a size 30 to a size 16. I was happy while I was losing weight...the entire time. The moment I lost my first pant size, to the moment I could fit into size 16 jeans, I was happy. Then I met my ex. He would make me feel like crap, so I ate, and ate. And ate. And ate. I got back up to a size 26. I'm depressed again and it sucks. I don't blame him. I blame myself for putting up with how he ...
Hello. I'm 25 years old and from Missouri. I was obese once before and lost a lot of weight. I went from a size 30 to a size 16. I was happy while I was losing weight...the entire time. The moment I lost my first pant size, to the moment I could fit into size 16 jeans, I was happy. Then I met my ex. He would make me feel like crap, so I ate, and ate. And ate. And ate. I got back up to a size 26. I'm depressed again and it sucks. I don't blame him. I blame myself for putting up with how he treated me.

So now, I'm trying to get back on track and lose more weight. The problem is, as soon as I make a mistake, I think of that as being the end. And it all spirals downhill from there. The first time I lost weight, I had nightmares about eating too much. I wish I would have that problem again.

I know me, and I know if I could lose ten pounds, I would start to feel good about myself again, and it wouldn't be as hard. I just want to have confidence. The confidence I lost is the most important thing for me. It's not about being a size 2. I just want to love myself again. My goal is a size 12. Hopefully I can get there.




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Member Since: 6/29/2011

SparkPoints: 3,530

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My Goals:
I want to be able to find cheap clothes, and not be afraid of flying because I'm terrified I can't fit in the plane's seats.

My Program:
I am eating a low calorie diet, and counting everything I eat. I rarely snack, when it's late at night and I am hungry, I want a meal. So I am buying the lean cuisines and weight watchers meals so I can eat those and only ingest about 300 calories instead of an entire 40 count bag of pizza rolls.

I'm also doing a lot of home fitness videos. Specifically Dance off the Inches Belly Dancing and Striptease!

Personal Information:
I'm from St. Louis, Missouri and have lived here all my life. I work at Y2kgreens in the suburbs.

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I love B movies. LOVE THEM! Horror and supernatural thrillers are also two genres I love. The gorier the better. I love to read fantasy books and retellings of fairy tales.

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CRYS828
1/1/2012 10:07:55 PM

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May the dawning of this New Year,
Open up for you new horizons,
Fill your heart with new hopes and
Bring for you promises of brighter tomorrows!
Here’s wishing you health, happiness, and prosperity
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KIBAISREADY
9/14/2011 11:51:39 PM

Hey Girl,

Just stopping by to remind you that WI is due tonight... Come on girl, get those numbers in emoticon



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MELLYBELLY86
9/14/2011 8:20:01 AM

Happy "hump" day!!
Stopping by to spread love and encouragement!
I hope your week is going great!!!!
You can do it!!

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LAURATHEHOPEFUL
9/13/2011 7:03:47 AM

:D HEY. I THINK YOU'RE GREAT.



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FITLIKENIC
9/7/2011 11:05:36 PM

Welcome to the HUNTERS! Just a reminder to PLEASE get your Start Weight posted on the tracking thread ASAP. Thanks!



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