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finding myself

I am always afraid of something. The future, mostly. I want to do what I can now, and hope it makes my tomorrow better. So far, so good.
At this point, having lost 55kg, I have many questions. And much trouble staying on course. It's time to push for the finnish line. Maybe that's what's so scary. Not sure.
February 2011 will be all about the doctors to see, scary, exciting month where some operations should be sceduled. And then recovery. And light workout.
So, what I want ...
I am always afraid of something. The future, mostly. I want to do what I can now, and hope it makes my tomorrow better. So far, so good.
At this point, having lost 55kg, I have many questions. And much trouble staying on course. It's time to push for the finnish line. Maybe that's what's so scary. Not sure.
February 2011 will be all about the doctors to see, scary, exciting month where some operations should be sceduled. And then recovery. And light workout.
So, what I want to do, must do, will do, is PUSH hard while I can and see what happens after.
Deep breaths.
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Member Since: 4/20/2010

SparkPoints: 17,830

Fitness Minutes: 24,694

My Goals:
- help my thromboses by losing weight - so far, so good MADE IT!!!

- go all the way despite my new gallbladder problem! - so far...

- be able to run - MADE IT!

- wear boots again - MADE IT!

- get a good job - nothing here yet

- be able to like myself - not there yet, but getting better at it

- be able to stay on track when crises comes - eeehhhh

- this was not the goal, more like a reward - got my breasts reduced and lifted after having lost weight!

My Program:
I have made the first move. After years and years I have found my self just doing it one day.


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I wanted a dog ever since I was a kid. I got Ela, my golden girl and since then, my life has been so much better!
If I could afford it, I'd probably have a zoo!

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10/26/2013 11:00:36 AM

thinking of you and sending love my friend. i mdae it out for only one walk this week, it's chilly and i'm lazy...i hope your foot is feeling a bit better and that things are coming together for you a little more every day. i know there is a lot to take care of right now and things can be overwhelming. sending you love, strength, patience, hope, awareness, and light. you are a powerhouse, all that you need resides within you already. don't be afraid to shine.



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