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Hi!

Thanks for visiting my SparkPage :) ...

I am finally back, after 6 unsuccessful monthsof no weight loss, but full of work and stressful events.

I am Eilean, 31 years old and I am fed up with being fat. I have tried so many diets, counting calories and nothing works. I have to blame myself, I give up too easily. I have just come back from a holiday and saw the pictures and I can't believe that I even fit on them! Something has to change and I am back to start a second attempt on SparkPeople. Hopefully with more success this time.

I had my first diet when I was ten, when my mother bought a dress for me which just would not fit, it was nearly two sizes two small. Since my mother did not want to give the dress back, she put me on a diet. Tea and soured cream, crisp bread and cucumber for 4 weeks. It was an utter nightmare and although I managed to fit into the dress at that time, I later gained all the weight back and more.

I have been told that I am fat all my life, from my school mates, teachers, parents but to be fair I wasn't a particularly big child. My older sister was tall and slim and a top model would have looked fat next to her. My partner would have called her a stick insect, not nice but he isn't wrong (no worries though, she looks stunning today, she was just one of them very slim kids). Well, so I was the fat little girl, not pretty and certainly not what my parents had hoped for. And although I get along very well with both of them today and I do love them to bits, the constant nagging about me being fat is still lingering deep inside of me.

The during puberty I got to the point when I thought I am fat anyway, so what the heck, it doesn't matter anymore anyway and started to eat whatever I liked and too much of it, too.

At the age of 19 I was about 130 kg and managed to get down to 115 kg. In the last year I managed to get down to 106 kg but reached a plateau and gave up. Back at 115 kg now I want to give it another try, with the support of my twin sister and my beloved partner Paul who loves me just the way I am. When we met I was 121 kg and he loved it. But he understands why I want to lose weight, why I want to be slim and attractive and more importantly healthy.

I am glad to have found this site and I am looking forward to losing weight and to getting to know the SparkPeople out there :) .


Member Since: 5/31/2010

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My Goals:
1st goal: 115 kg
2nd goal: 110 kg
3rd goal: 105 kg
4th goal: 100 kg
5th goal: 95 kg
6th goal: 90 kg
7th goal: 85 kg
8th goal: 80 kg

9th and FINAL GOAL: 75 kg

Respectively a UK size 12 whatever comes first.


My Program:
Healthy Food
Exercise whenever I can, matching my physical abilities.



Personal Information:
Born in Germany, moved to the UK a couple of years ago. Living with my partner Paul.


Other Information:
I like all sort of music, from Heavy Metal to Rock, 80's Pop and more.

I read factual books rather than fictional books.

I like all sorts of films, except horror and war films.




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  • v KENDRACARROLL
    Hi Eilean, are you still around? Hope you're doing well.
    2206 days ago
  • v STAMPINWOMN
    hope you're feeling better today. thanks for the info on the virtual image site. i was able to make a before image but can't figure out how to bring it over here. i am so computer illiterate-lol.
    2245 days ago
  • v SPARKLINJEWELLS
    ¸.•*¨¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)
    (¸.•´ (¸.•´ (¸.•´¸¸.•¨¸♥¨`*,¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥.
    ¸.•♥´ .•´¨¨ ¸´¸.•´¨Welcome to the EE team!!
    I’ve belonged to a lot of teams here on spark-- i really do believe that the Emotional Eaters team is one of the very best, it’s a great group of people- very supportive and encouraging-- and it is very refreshing to talk with people who "get" what you're going through!! ¸¸.•¨¸♥¨`*,¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥.*¸.•´¸.•*¨¸.•*¨¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)
    Check out the main page of the EE team- there are “stickied” topics you may be interested in to get involved- a buddy thread, a place to introduce yourself, weigh-in challenge, a birthday post. ¸.•*¨¸.•´¸.•*¨(¸.•´ (¸.•´ (¸.•´¸¸.•¨¸♥¨`*,¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥. ¸.•♥´ .•´¨¨ ¸´¸.•´¸.•*¨)¸¸.•´ ..•-~'¸.•*¨)
    Spark has a lot of great tools, and you will learn which ones work best for you. The best tools are the people tho, always willing to lend a hand, an ear, or a shoulder. I’ve been here for over a year now, and I still am overwhelmed, every day, by the kindness and goodness of others on this team!! That has made a world of difference for me. I hope you have the same success! ¸¸.•¨¸♥¨`*,¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥.*.•*¨¸.•´¸.•*
    (¸.•´ (¸.•´ ♥¸.•´¸¸.• (¸.•´ (¸.•*¨ (¸.¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥.
    You are- WONDERFUL-cuz you’re you!!! BELIEVE IT!!! operationbeautiful-- END THE FAT TALK!!! ¸.•*¨¸.•´¸.•*¨(¸.•´ (¸.•´(¸.•´¸¸.•¨¸♥¨`*,¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥.
    (¸.¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥. ~~best of luck to you on all of your goals!!! (¸.¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥. emoticon
    2248 days ago
  • v DIZIZZY7895
    emoticon to the Emotional Eaters Team!

    You can do it!!!
    2249 days ago
  • v LINDA!
    Welcome to the Emotional Eaters team. Have a great week. Take some time for yourself.

    THINK POSITIVE!

    2250 days ago
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