E-MURDER   16,681
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Me when I'd been jogging for weeks and life was grand



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Ok, this is e-freaking-nough

Here is what I want from life.

I want to be fit and healthy. I want to be a career novelist. I want to feel energized and motivated. I want to be confident. I want to look forward to going out and hanging out with friends.

Here is what I have.

I am sixty pounds overweight, and don't have sufficient energy to do things I enjoy, like go on long hiking trips and run. I spend all my time playing computer games that could be better spent on developing my ...
Here is what I want from life.

I want to be fit and healthy. I want to be a career novelist. I want to feel energized and motivated. I want to be confident. I want to look forward to going out and hanging out with friends.

Here is what I have.

I am sixty pounds overweight, and don't have sufficient energy to do things I enjoy, like go on long hiking trips and run. I spend all my time playing computer games that could be better spent on developing my writing. I feel tired and sad most days. Possibly because I drink too much. I'm afraid to meet friends I haven't seen in a while or go out at all because I'm convinced everyone's scornful of the fat girl. I don't even want to make friends other than the ones I already have because I'm not sure I deserve any more.

Here's what I need to do.

Eat sensibly. Exercise. Enter everything in Sparkpeople so my lying brain and stomach don't continue to fool me. Write more. Commit to sending out stuff I have written or will write. The rest will come.
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Member Since: 12/28/2006

SparkPoints: 16,681

Fitness Minutes: 16,840

My Goals:
2012 New Year's Resolutions:
1. Eat better. (daily)

2. Exercise more. (daily)

3. Write more. (daily)

4. Watch less tv.

5. Stay in contact with people better.



My Program:
Rewards:
190- Haircut (from Groupon)

170- Can spend $100 on new clothes

155- Romantic Celebratory dinner with Jason in cool dress I've never gotten to wear out.

145- Tattoo (subject to be determined)

135- New Wardrobe

Other Information:
Venetian Festival Marathon-

Completed the 5k run on 7/21/07, subsequently threw all that lovely progress out the window

Completed 5k walk for the Humane Society on 9/26/09. But 5k walk just doesn't have the same ring as 5k run.

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Member Comments:
YPPHOTOGAL
1/4/2011 7:14:12 PM

Welcome back to the wagon my friend! And P.S. I started a FB page for my business! So excited!

Comment edited on: 1/4/2011 7:16:00 PM

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YPPHOTOGAL
9/12/2010 8:08:47 AM

I didn't make it the 28 days and I'm starting over week 2 of the 28day challenge starting yesterday. I'm having a very bad week this week. emoticon



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YPPHOTOGAL
8/30/2010 7:02:47 PM

Just remember that your fat friends love you no matter what you look like! You always have at east 1 person in your cheering section! So get up off your but and do something! LOL! I love you! emoticon



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RSMART
12/22/2007 12:57:52 PM

Hello fellow dogster. Just wanted to say Hi and see how things are going for you during the Holiday!
Woofs!



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BYEBYECELLULITE
8/1/2007 5:05:44 PM

Your dog is sooo cute! And I know what you mean about fad diets. I used to get sucked in thinking that a few weeks of hardcore dieting would make the fat melt away like magic.

Boy was I wrong. I've learned a LOT this summer!



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