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I have been overweight all my life. I am 50 years old, 5' 5" and I weigh 205 pounds. In all my years I have never been called 'FAT', except last Thursday, August 23, 2012 by my father in law. It did not bother me when he said it because I am fat, but it bothered me when I got home. I have been depressed and binging since then. I am in shock. I know I am fat and I have joined countless weight loss programs my whole life and I can't stay on them more than a couple of days. I think being ...
I have been overweight all my life. I am 50 years old, 5' 5" and I weigh 205 pounds. In all my years I have never been called 'FAT', except last Thursday, August 23, 2012 by my father in law. It did not bother me when he said it because I am fat, but it bothered me when I got home. I have been depressed and binging since then. I am in shock. I know I am fat and I have joined countless weight loss programs my whole life and I can't stay on them more than a couple of days. I think being called FAT by him HURTS a lot because I can no longer be in denial. I cannot think that I am not fat because no one has called me fat in front of me. I don't want to binge anymore. I want to prove to him and myself that I can lose weight and be healthy. Maybe this is exactly what I needed to hear. I feel hopeless because I don't believe that I can lose weight. I need everyone's encouragement along this journey. Thanks! - BECCA
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Member Since: 8/25/2012

My Goals:
I plan to be at goal weight of 123 by June 10, 2012 for my daughter's graduation.

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I will not eat sugar, caffeine, and flour. I will eat 3 meals a day with fruit or vegetable snacks.

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I love spending time with my children.

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TX.PATRICIA
9/5/2012 7:53:44 AM

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POORGIRL_DIET
8/26/2012 3:40:07 AM

Hey hun thanks for the friend add, I am so sorry that your farther in law treated you like that. He is probably trying to cover up his own insecurities over something by taking his insecurities out over you. Don't let him win. The best thing to do is stand up to these bullies. You can do this hun and I will do my best to help you along your weightloss journey! Take care



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