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Most of my life I have been unhealthy. I have had eating disorders and I think that is a lot of my problem. I have eat for years now but only once a day and I thought I was doing great. I weigh more then I would like to but I thought that since I was eating all was good. Well I found this site and am learning that eating once a day is not good. So I am trying to fit 3 meals in a day, sounds easy but I am learning that it is not.
Eating disorders stay with you forever. When I "got better" started eating again I still would have them weeks sometimes I would look at food and be like how can I put this food in me it is going to make me gain more weight. So I wouldn't eat for a little while again. Then if I felt to full it was very hard not to bring it back up.
Really the only thing that made me try to get help with the eating disorder was wanting to become pregnant. I have tried for to many years and I knew I needed to start eating. Well that hasn't worked and I will never have children. I started fertility treatments young at the youngest you could be I was 18. Even then I still had the eating disorder though. Not until years after did I think I need to change this. I always told my self if I got pg I would eat but never thinking that it was hurting me not getting pg.
A lot of times it was pretty bad (the eating disorder) I would browse by taking a bath because of the hard surface. At some points I couldn't take long showers or I would end up passing out. Once the doctor told me I would die if I lost more weight and I proved him wrong of course. Eating disorders really mess with your head and that is why this time I don't want to turn back to that. I haven't in a long time but it still plays in my head as a option. I need to do things right this time Healthy is the only way.


Member Since: 7/18/2009

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I would like to live a healthy life. I am trying to eat healthy and eat at least 3 times a day.


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  • v MOM4432
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    2332 days ago
  • v MOM4432
    Hello Dietwar!
    How are you/ Just stopped by to say hello and let you know I was thinking about you. Hope all is well. Have a blessed night. emoticon
    2452 days ago
  • v IHEIDIBEFIT
    My boyfriend makes smart remarks about everything. When we fight he brings up me going to the gym, he complains about me running...not spending time together. I keep telling him I'm going whether he likes it or not, as long as I'm not doing anything wrong I'll do it.
    2455 days ago
  • v IHEIDIBEFIT
    I'll be weighing a lot haha My boyfriend will get annoyed..oh well
    2455 days ago
  • v IHEIDIBEFIT
    Yeah that's no fun at all. His mom and stepdad had to help us get it because my boyfriend didn't want to put it on his credit card. So we're just going to pay them back in 3 months ($100 from me and $100 him, $200 total a month).
    2456 days ago
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