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O8-O8-2O1O~This is my new pic,weighing in @ 257...I FEEL FANTASTIC!
This is me at 365...How I hate this picture...But I am ready to be free of her...And back to who I WAS MENT TO BE!!!!
Blake and I....I tipped the scales at 365 POUNDS...
I have 25 pics in my gallery
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It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not.
Hello everyone,thank's for stoppin in......Just an FYI.....this picture of me to the left, Is NOW A CURRENT ME........I am now ready as I'll ever be...ready yet,I hate my real **big girl** me pix..It's a weight gain I never thought would happen,but here I am...I've always had a hard time with letting my **Big girl** pictures make it out the photo mat without turning into confitti by the time I make it to the parking lot...LOL....ANYWAY'S......
Well...I'm at the end of my rope WITH MY ...
Hello everyone,thank's for stoppin in......Just an FYI.....this picture of me to the left, Is NOW A CURRENT ME........I am now ready as I'll ever be...ready yet,I hate my real **big girl** me pix..It's a weight gain I never thought would happen,but here I am...I've always had a hard time with letting my **Big girl** pictures make it out the photo mat without turning into confitti by the time I make it to the parking lot...LOL....ANYWAY'S......
Well...I'm at the end of my rope WITH MY WEIGHT AND I AM GOING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!! At one point I hit the scales at 365 lbs.Got on track and worked real hard did it all by myself,eating right,exercising and walking 5x a week... and got down to 245,at 6ft tall I looked & felt pretty good...Started a bad habit of smoking to help keep the weight down,decided it was not a smart thing to do so I quit....and gained a pound or 60 along the way......ate my way to 306!
Depressed at seeing the weight I was gaining,
I thought, I cannot go back to 365 lbs.......and I can't stand the way I feel...sad,tired,outta shape...nothing fits anymore,so change had to happen...I went to my doctor for a check up 2 weeks ago,just to get a clean and clear look at where I am at...weight~206((ouch)),blood work...everything...Test results came back AND I WAS SHOCKED. He told me my blood sugar is out of control ((350 on a fast)) I am now a diabetic type 2...he put me on pills,and now more than ever I NEED TO GET MY SELF TOGETHER!!! So here I am,needing all the advise,friends, and support I can!!!
I feel sad that I let myself get to this point....but at least I am here and wiling to change my lifestyle for the better!!!! So here I go....
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Member Since: 3/12/2010
SparkPoints: 5,127
Fitness Minutes: 2,492
My Goals:
To do the best to my ability every day...and to love myself through it all...
My Program:
To take each day as it comes...One day at a time is how I need to handle this....
Personal Information:
I live in sunny Southern California,near Los Angeles...I have 2 sons...Blake is soon to be 21,and his brother Robert soon to be 19.I am proud of my boy's....We are very close.I am single out of a divorce 2 years now...I love life...beach,cooking,
playing pool,
swimming...
This site was a blessing.....alot of info....and nice friendly people....All new friends are more than welcome here....THANK'S!
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HOW I STAY POSITIVE.
I keep positive by doing what I need to do to get to that GOAL....I wanna eat all my old habit foods....I MISS EATING AT NIGHT!!!! **but** I rule my success and Only I can DO THIS 4 ME...**WE ALL** HAVE TO BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR OUR OWN ACTIONS AND WHAT WE DECIDE TO PUT INTO OUR MOUTHS!!!
make smart moves and decisions...
I have a few blog's I wrote...NEW TO BLOGGING....but love the freedom and response I get!
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