I'm 34, and have been a big girl since I had my first baby. I lost it for a time, but when stressful situations hit I couldn't deal with emotionally, I put it all back on again. I want to finally lose it for good and keep it off... For years I always thought I wanted to lose it so my children wouldn't be ashamed of me, the way I was of my mother, and then today it dawned on me. I don't want to be ashamed of myself anymore. I want to feel young, sexy and confident. Like I did when I was a ...

I'm 34, and have been a big girl since I had my first baby. I lost it for a time, but when stressful situations hit I couldn't deal with emotionally, I put it all back on again. I want to finally lose it for good and keep it off... For years I always thought I wanted to lose it so my children wouldn't be ashamed of me, the way I was of my mother, and then today it dawned on me. I don't want to be ashamed of myself anymore. I want to feel young, sexy and confident. Like I did when I was a teenager.