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Never Beaten

I've never lost weight before.

My life has been a series of rapid weight increases interspersed with long plateaus, but I have never had the luxury of actually losing weight. Being raised in a family of three brothers and a communistic approach to labor and food division, I never truly understood appropriate serving portions. Still, my natural affinity toward exercise kept me in a reasonable shape until depression wiggled its way into my life. It was during this time that only ...
I've never lost weight before.

My life has been a series of rapid weight increases interspersed with long plateaus, but I have never had the luxury of actually losing weight. Being raised in a family of three brothers and a communistic approach to labor and food division, I never truly understood appropriate serving portions. Still, my natural affinity toward exercise kept me in a reasonable shape until depression wiggled its way into my life. It was during this time that only the pleasurable sensations gracing my tongue comforted me from strange feelings of emptiness inside. Depression eventually abated, but the habits I had formed remained. Discouraged by my physical state, I threw myself into my education to the exclusion of all other matters. I'd lost my refuge in exercise, so I clung to my refuge in food as I attempted to prove my worth through my studies. Yet I plummeted from this world when I transfered. In this unhappy school, I lost all ambition and have thus remained, existing submissively until my sentence has passed.

This is probably where you expect to see my "aha" moment. The exact time when I realized that my expansive girth had given me more problems than I'd realized and that controlling that would help alleviate my other issues. There was no such moment. I always knew that exercising more would make me happier and that carrots would better aid me than cookies in the long run. There was no click. There was only a growing, powerful desire inside me to change my ways. So I stand before you now with renewed vigor. I can never be beaten until I admit defeat.

I could certainly use any support in this manner, so don't hesitate to drop me a line.
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Member Since: 5/1/2011

SparkPoints: 1,936

Fitness Minutes: 1,468

My Goals:
Run farther...
Smile wider...
Eat better...
Rise earlier...
Play harder...
And live longer!

My Program:
Step 1: Eat less.

Step 2: Exercise more.

Step 3: Rinse. Repeat.
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TINASDUNWELL
4/7/2013 1:11:37 PM

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So happy to see things moving along for you!

When you come visit me, we got some awesome trails calling our names, can't wait!
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TINASDUNWELL
3/14/2013 10:25:09 AM

Oh, and... time to change your profile pic, I see.
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TINASDUNWELL
3/14/2013 10:23:52 AM

Hehe, thanks for the bike! That's a great reminder that the snow is pretty much gone and with it my excuse for not getting back on the bike! emoticon



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NICKELDAWN
11/14/2011 11:05:08 PM

Happy Monday!! emoticon
Just wanted to stop by and say a quick hello, and see how you're doing!?!
Have a wonderful, healthy week!!
Remember, we can do anything as long as we put our minds to it! emoticon
Hope to see you on the Apples board!
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LOSIN2GAINLIF3
11/7/2011 11:45:26 PM

I noticed you passed 1000 fitness minutes! Congrats! I am so proud of you buddy!



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