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My name is Kayla and I've struggled with my weight since before my weight was ever an issue. I just want to find a place where I can be happy with my appearance in the mirror, where I can play outside with my boyfriend and not feel awkward, or even just be able to walk into a store and wear what I think looks cute, not what will camouflage my stomach.

As a child, I was thin. My mother, unfortunately, saw me another way and I suffered verbal abuse for years when it was unwarranted. ...
My name is Kayla and I've struggled with my weight since before my weight was ever an issue. I just want to find a place where I can be happy with my appearance in the mirror, where I can play outside with my boyfriend and not feel awkward, or even just be able to walk into a store and wear what I think looks cute, not what will camouflage my stomach.

As a child, I was thin. My mother, unfortunately, saw me another way and I suffered verbal abuse for years when it was unwarranted. I developed my own eating disorder and have spent years since combating it. Unfortunately, binging without purging just leads to wild weight gain and in the last six years since I moved out I have gained 85 lbs.

I just hope to be able to gain some control in a healthy, rewarding way.
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RISINGBLUESTAR
10/1/2012 6:39:33 PM

Hi Kayla. Thanks for your welcome message on the writers support forum. :)
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POOPERDOODLE
9/23/2012 9:48:50 AM

Congrats on overcoming your childhood! I am truly sad that you had to go through it emoticon



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GREASE31
9/20/2012 10:16:18 AM

Hi CRUXAETERNUM,

I've just found/read your sparkpage, i like it it looks good, i luv your photos of you, you look very very pretty, i wud like you to be my spakfriend, if you dont mind. emoticon emoticon emoticon



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JSMC10
9/19/2012 6:27:41 AM

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KJFITNESSDUDE
9/16/2012 10:21:02 AM

Thanks for posting on the teams forums! WELCOME!



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