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My name is Kayla and I've struggled with my weight since before my weight was ever an issue. I just want to find a place where I can be happy with my appearance in the mirror, where I can play outside with my boyfriend and not feel awkward, or even just be able to walk into a store and wear what I think looks cute, not what will camouflage my stomach.

As a child, I was thin. My mother, unfortunately, saw me another way and I suffered verbal abuse for years when it was unwarranted. ...
My name is Kayla and I've struggled with my weight since before my weight was ever an issue. I just want to find a place where I can be happy with my appearance in the mirror, where I can play outside with my boyfriend and not feel awkward, or even just be able to walk into a store and wear what I think looks cute, not what will camouflage my stomach.

As a child, I was thin. My mother, unfortunately, saw me another way and I suffered verbal abuse for years when it was unwarranted. I developed my own eating disorder and have spent years since combating it. Unfortunately, binging without purging just leads to wild weight gain and in the last six years since I moved out I have gained 85 lbs.

I just hope to be able to gain some control in a healthy, rewarding way.
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JSMC10
11/8/2012 6:36:10 AM

I found this poem and I thought you might like it emoticon

Today You Can
by Catherine Pulsifer

Today you can choose to count your blessings
or you can count your troubles.
Today you can live each moment
or you can put in time.
Today you can take action towards your goals
or you can procrastinate.
Today you can plan for the future
or you can regret the past.

Today you can learn one new thing
or you can stay the same.
Today you can seek possibilities
or you can overwhelm yourself with the impossible.

Today you can continue to move forward
or you can quit.
Today you can take steps towards resolving your challenges
or you can procrastinate.

You see today the choices are up to you
in deciding what you do today.

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10/31/2012 3:25:11 AM

Happy Halloween my very much appreciated Spark Friend!
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JSMC10
10/23/2012 6:01:04 AM

Always remember I am there in the crowd cheering you on, I will stay there supporting you even if the others disappear, I will help you to your feet should you fall and I will see you conquer the world! emoticon emoticon



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JSMC10
10/18/2012 7:39:49 AM

'Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming, swimming'- Dory, Finding Nemo emoticon emoticon



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JSMC10
10/2/2012 4:29:54 PM

Just wanted to drop in and say that I hope you're journey is going well, i'm always here to listen and to talk to. I fully support you. Have a great day emoticon emoticon



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