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Ok, lets try this again...

I wrote this two years ago. Nothing has changed much since. Let's try this again. Hope springs eternal.

February 2013.


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I joined Sparkspeople in 2007, and have been deleting newsletters without reading them since. A recent one caught by eye, and brought me back for a visit.

I'm desperate to lose weight, frustrated with my lack of willpower, and feeling like I am on a downward spiral. ...
I wrote this two years ago. Nothing has changed much since. Let's try this again. Hope springs eternal.

February 2013.


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I joined Sparkspeople in 2007, and have been deleting newsletters without reading them since. A recent one caught by eye, and brought me back for a visit.

I'm desperate to lose weight, frustrated with my lack of willpower, and feeling like I am on a downward spiral.
I am 37 years old, and have never weighed so much in my life, even when I was pregnant. People constantly tell me I should not care.. but I do care.
I feel unhealthy and uncomfortable and tired of cramming myself into clothes that fit me 20 lbs ago.
Very tired of waddling around, and pretending/hoping to be invisible so people will not judge me. I've been plagued with health problems since last winter, aches and mysterious pains, and plantar fasciitis, and I know there is no reason for it, aside from all this weight I've gained. Kinda sick of making myself sick.

I think I am ready to start caring enough about myself to try this again.

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