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Just had my fourth child and need to get my body back!

I feel like I have spent more than half my life worried about my weight. Even as a young child I remember not being as thin as my cousins or friends. I use to call myself big boned or thick, but I was just over weight and unhealthy. I was never taught as a child to eat healthy or even what that meant. As I grew up the insecurities over my weight grew with me. To deal with my emotions I began to eat instead of really dealing with the problems. As any emotional eater knows, I felt like the food ...
I feel like I have spent more than half my life worried about my weight. Even as a young child I remember not being as thin as my cousins or friends. I use to call myself big boned or thick, but I was just over weight and unhealthy. I was never taught as a child to eat healthy or even what that meant. As I grew up the insecurities over my weight grew with me. To deal with my emotions I began to eat instead of really dealing with the problems. As any emotional eater knows, I felt like the food gave me comfort and a way to hide the feelings.

I have tried every diet or pill I could get my hands on, or at least afford, but the motivation was rooted in insecurities not health. Then after several years of trying to conceive a Dr. told me that if I lost weight it might help. I needed to get healthy and the desire for another child drove me to do it. I wish I could say I did it all on my own but that would not be true. I joined L.A. Weight loss and lost 65lbs. Then after all that work I finally conceived my second child. I was so happy...I ate my way through the pregnancy and gained 45lbs! So apparently I didn't learn anything about being healthy. After the birth of my precious little one, again I was determined to get back down to my prepregnancy weight. This time I would do it the right way no gimmicks or short cuts. Lots of working out, healthy food, and a life style change. And I was doing great 30lbs down and learning everything I could. But as the saying goes when we make plans, God laughs. I unexpectedly got pregnant again! However, during my third pregnancy I gained very little and was pleased with that. It seem like every time I lose weight I get pregnant. Once again I lost the pregnancy weight and surprise I got pregnant again!

So here I am now after three babies in four and half years, trying to lose the weight for good. I am learning every day to make better choices and to stop eating emotionally. I have found that exercise is a great way to relieve stress and it benefits me so much more than a chocolate candy bar:) I am enjoying being healthy and learning that I like to be active. No more couch potato here. That big boned, thick, and unhealthy person no longer exists. Watch out here comes the new healthier me!
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Member Since: 5/13/2010

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Drink 8+ glasses of water a day.

Track and messure my food dailey.

Focus on being consistent!

Cardio four time or more a week, with three days of strengh training.

Be purposeful about taking time for me!

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I have been married to my wonderful husband for 12yrs. We have three beautiful girls and one handsom boy.

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I love to read books, go for coffee, spend time with friends, and scrapebook.
I am also finding out that I love to be active.

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FUTUREMRSFENTON
1/31/2013 11:29:33 AM

Have a great sparky day!! Keep focused, Keep Active, Keep smiling :)
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5/4/2012 12:54:32 AM

Hope u had a great sparky day!!!!!
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7/9/2011 11:29:42 AM

Keep sparking up your day!! Do something good for your body today... and dont forget to smile...
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6/4/2011 6:04:23 PM

*~*~*~*~*~*~Stopping by to sprinkle your page with lots of love*~*~*~*~*~*~
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FUTUREMRSFENTON
4/7/2011 12:53:31 PM

Dalai Lama: “The greatest degree of inner tranquility comes from the cultivation of love and compassion. The more we care for the happiness of others, the greater is our own sense of well-being.”

Wishing you the most wonderful sparky day! Keep on sparking!! Hugs and friendship.. Lynn




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