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I have struggled with my weight pretty much my entire life. In fact, I can not remember a time when I wasn't the "phat, fat funny girl" in the group.

I am really outgoing and to be honest, until I catch a glimpse of myself in a reflection or a picture of myself at some event- I forget just how much more space I take up than my family and friends do.

I recently moved and came across some boxes filled with random papers. Obscure dates/ weight goals/ diet tracking- I ...
I have struggled with my weight pretty much my entire life. In fact, I can not remember a time when I wasn't the "phat, fat funny girl" in the group.

I am really outgoing and to be honest, until I catch a glimpse of myself in a reflection or a picture of myself at some event- I forget just how much more space I take up than my family and friends do.

I recently moved and came across some boxes filled with random papers. Obscure dates/ weight goals/ diet tracking- I never reached a single goal I set for my weight. Oh, I would drop a few pounds here and there but nothing close to the major drop that I know I need to do for a healthy lifestyle.

I recently went back to my hometown after 12 years. It was hard to look past the shock on some faces. I have gained about 40 pounds since they last saw me (and I wasnt exactly small then!)

It was one of those "character building" moments. Do I go to an event where lots of people will see me or do I pretend to be sick and unable to make it.

I went. Now I want to go again and see expressions of "So good to see you!" vs "oh, I didnt recognize you!"
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Member Since: 12/10/2008

SparkPoints: 9,232

Fitness Minutes: 3,388

My Goals:
To look like my photos again!

Ok that is my first goal :)



I would like to stop "posing" for pictures cause I'm trying to find a flattering spot (usually hiding behind other family members)





My Program:
I am trying to stay motivated to keep excerise a priority. I also (no surprise here) really need to pay more attention to what I actually eat!

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I recently moved in with relatives and while I know they are not responsible for what I eat, its so hard for me to pass up on all the goodies and excess food that is available all the time!

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GOGETUMX2
9/13/2012 8:03:06 AM

Love your handle!!!

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JLDACQ
2/7/2012 12:01:18 PM

Yeah, today is a better day than yesterday. It also feels like the lead that was in my butt is more like aluminium now. :-D

So, where are the pics of your house?!



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WLB101092
2/1/2012 10:18:17 AM

Hi CMESPARK! Yes, it was me in the Costco magazine. I am so glad my story is helping people chose to try Sensa! It changed my life! I will be forever grateful!!! I wish you great success with Sensa! Please let me know if you have any questions. I am always happy to help new users as best I can! Have a great week!
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JLDACQ
1/31/2012 1:49:43 PM

Life is ok, considering this pre-menopause thing bites the big one. Good for you for tracking -- weekends are still a problem for me, and I have to change that if I want to change my body shape. Oh, and the smoke-free process starts tomorrow.

Are you all settled into your new place yet?



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AMYISSUCCEEDING
10/30/2011 11:54:22 PM

Wishing you a Happy, Safe, and Healthy Halloween!
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