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I have struggled with my weight pretty much my entire life. In fact, I can not remember a time when I wasn't the "phat, fat funny girl" in the group.

I am really outgoing and to be honest, until I catch a glimpse of myself in a reflection or a picture of myself at some event- I forget just how much more space I take up than my family and friends do.

I recently moved and came across some boxes filled with random papers. Obscure dates/ weight goals/ diet tracking- I ...
I have struggled with my weight pretty much my entire life. In fact, I can not remember a time when I wasn't the "phat, fat funny girl" in the group.

I am really outgoing and to be honest, until I catch a glimpse of myself in a reflection or a picture of myself at some event- I forget just how much more space I take up than my family and friends do.

I recently moved and came across some boxes filled with random papers. Obscure dates/ weight goals/ diet tracking- I never reached a single goal I set for my weight. Oh, I would drop a few pounds here and there but nothing close to the major drop that I know I need to do for a healthy lifestyle.

I recently went back to my hometown after 12 years. It was hard to look past the shock on some faces. I have gained about 40 pounds since they last saw me (and I wasnt exactly small then!)

It was one of those "character building" moments. Do I go to an event where lots of people will see me or do I pretend to be sick and unable to make it.

I went. Now I want to go again and see expressions of "So good to see you!" vs "oh, I didnt recognize you!"
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Member Since: 12/10/2008

SparkPoints: 9,110

Fitness Minutes: 3,388

My Goals:
To look like my photos again!

Ok that is my first goal :)



I would like to stop "posing" for pictures cause I'm trying to find a flattering spot (usually hiding behind other family members)





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I am trying to stay motivated to keep excerise a priority. I also (no surprise here) really need to pay more attention to what I actually eat!

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I recently moved in with relatives and while I know they are not responsible for what I eat, its so hard for me to pass up on all the goodies and excess food that is available all the time!

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JAYBIRDNFLIGHT
8/18/2013 6:17:33 PM

i'm here! thanks for checking up on me. lots of reflection and lots to sift through, but i'm prepared and ready to sort it all out. my happiness depends on it.

how are you?



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ICANDI4U
7/25/2013 11:51:30 PM

Thank's for stopping by and checking on me. I'm no longer doing the raw diet, but I'm now getting into the Ecology Diet. I have yet to download the rest of the book on my phone though. It may have raw food as a part, but it focuses on fermentation too. I will keep you posted.

How are things with you?



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JAYBIRDNFLIGHT
7/25/2013 8:55:42 PM

thank you for your comment on my page. consistency has been elusive this year. LOL my "diet" is one i choose and i haven't settled on any one set of choices. so i'm back to tracking my food. one thing i know for sure is i have developed an unhealthy relationship with food. so that's a good starting point. in the meantime, i've been having some fun with juicing and creating smoothies. they're great. i have not committed to doing it full time as in a juice/smoothie feast/fast - yet. it will come in time. i just want to make sure my behaviors aren't triggered by being so restrictive in my MIND and make sure that i'm in a good space when i do choose to do it full-time.

how have you been and how are things going with you?



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QUIETUDEAGAIN1
4/22/2013 11:27:42 AM

Thanks so much for visiting and for leaving a goodie Have a wonderful successful day.



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DAWNWATERWOMAN
4/1/2013 12:00:55 AM

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