hey girl..how are youdoing?? better than a few weeks ago?? iwas just reading your post on the eating disorders team thingy and saw you were having a rough time. i totally understand. i hope you are doing better and have a great day! 2431 days ago
Thanks for the boost hon. I really didn't eat anything last night because I had such a crappy day and end up getting mad at everything once I was home. I had a few bites of this beef cutlet leftover that my stepdad gave me a few days ago and about 3/4 of a big bottle of wine. Not that great of a choice, I know. But at least I still did eat something. I ended up spending some time with my brother when my boyfriend and I fought and he left to go out with his friends so I had some support, but thanks hon! 2437 days ago
Keep your chin up doll :) You know you're doing great and the new picture is ab fab!
I'm sorry about your marathon, believe me, I've been there and back five times over and it sucks. And I always end up gaining weight from it. You'd think it'd be the complete opposite, but stupid metabolisms don't work that way. Thankfully I'm still holding out strong now for two and a half weeks. I felt horrible and gassy yesterday after having a few pieces of chinese food and an onion ring because I haven't had anything doused in oil since the beginning of the month. I almost killed my mom when she said, "oh, you should just go throw up, that's the best thing to do when you eat food that may be bad" She's one of the ones I actually reached out to like two weeks ago and spilled my guts about my ED. Terribly unsupporting.
It's okay, my personal goals are better now and I'm gonna help you out too! 2438 days ago